ive been feeling nothing but numbness. just 0 emotions. nothing is real.

im so genuinely depressed i cant handle it

i might reopen a public twt or something

this site is an actual time chamber lmao

of course,,,

i might leave this side of bsky for good i cant handle it

people think they want to get to know me but you dont. im a very uninteresting and incredibly pathetic on top of generally obnoxious to be around.

i should have ended it last year

i might /gen kill myself

i feel so deceived and lied to

i feel lied to i feel like crying

im so depressed

lately socialising,, interacting and existing feels like a chore im sorry for being avoidant itll pass,,

im a tired little bunny

i dont think this site or twitter is really for me i was built to be alone in my room grinding all day

avpd is really acting up i just want to isolate and not talk to anyone

thank youu cadence you too especially!!

good morningg

nothing is fixing this

im a little alien

sooo mentally ill mmmmmmmm

even liking posts feels like effort. everything feels like effort.

i dont really talk to them bc i lowk dont really know them well and dont like some of them

even the host before her had many friends its so over for me..

i want more friends but im so avoidant and antisocial sorry im not like the previous host at all.. she seemed kind of deeply upset so i havent felt her presence for days atp

thank u sm jenny ily2 im just incredibly autistic im afraid 😭

healing i meant ;;

aww thankyou 😭 🥺🥹 it should be i think !!

accidentally cut my wrist against the fence on accident and didnt notice it was bleeding until i returned home 😭 ugh its gonna look like a sh cut :/