"MTGA crashes randomly in the background and I don't know why"

disable Game Bar, log out/restart, log back in

my heart is not broken, it is not shattered, it has not been crushed, it has been pulverized into a fine powder. I'm constantly overwhelmed, lonely, scared, angry, sad, I am just having a really bad time.

"they're no longer in pain" is one of my least favorite things to hear people say when a loved one dies, because it's true, but also, I'm always in pain, so it makes me think dark thoughts...

I've got it on good authority that this is the year of the undead

lockhart // you want it? we got it. #spybars YouTube video by Luna Lockhart

lockhart // you want it? we got it. #spybarzzz
youtu.be/wim9NivI8-Q

I need a pet super bad. Are there any cat breeds that specifically have low dandruff potential? I would prefer a fuzzy friend, I do not really want a skinbag right now, so sphynx type is off the table.

this is my photoshop, effectively. I can do basically whatever the fuck I want with images I find on the internet, or random thoughts I have, or memes from my childhood, or games I always loved, or music visuals, or vocals, uhhhh like shit I accidentally made myself zenyatta earlier

SophieFromMars sent her shitstain followers after me years ago when I was still doing essay content. They were nasty, mean, transphobic (ironically) and they were stanning somebody that it turns out (I'm ootl) is a legitimately terrible person, so I can say these words openly

I was trying to make zenyatta assume the pose I was making, but apparently I need to turn my lamp on myself because openpose couldn't see my hands, which means flux was just like "yeah, you are zenyatta now, deal with it"

Bacta Canister Commercial YouTube video by Luna's ML Dump

only having 8GB of vram to my name atm, I can only really do short i2v clips, but that's okay, I can work with that.
#MLDump
www.youtube.com/watch?v=5olO...

my complaints are not voluntary, they're involuntary, as in I'm not putting on a show, I'm grunting and gasping at the strain of moving my fucking muscles it's not a fake disease like those assholes tried to tell me it's real, awful, and there is very little actual institutional knowledge about it.

"everybody feels like this, I'm just complaining louder"
"this is really not as bad as I'm making it out to be"
"I gotta stop pretending like this is hindering me and get shit done"

#fibromyalgia

#PostReal

I'm gonna go against the grain and say I'm proud, as an American, of our strange toothpaste flavored soda.

#PostReal

Man it would be nice if the only constant in my life weren't pain, suffering, or living in a shithole.

So, I don't know what to do? I don't know what to do. I'm completely at a loss. I really have no idea what I'm supposed to do

What do you do when your coping mechanism is based on an external variable that suddenly vanishes?

I take care of cats, it helps me cope with reality, but I can't currently feed cats because the cats currently around are territorial tomcats still hot on the trail of cat that died during abortion.

my mom thinks this is cool :3

hey comfyui guys: don't shut off my access to features because they're unsafe, just warn me that they're unsafe? I can't upgrade pytorch, I'm not a fucking millionaire

you say "clanker" bc you have resentments against capitalist use of technology
I say "clanker" bc I have resentments against my personal technology
we are not the same

lockhart // love the pain YouTube video by Luna Lockhart

lockhart // love the pain

youtu.be/9Iu7dsBz2ic

the reason it does this is mostly because of the active ingredients in pain soup: Turmeric and Black Pepper, or specifically Curcumin and Piperine. Piperine in Black Pepper increases the bioavailability of the Curcumin in Turmeric by around 2000%

the red pepper helps too but that's capsaicin.

This is Pain Soup.

1 shake red pepper flakes
at least half a tablespoon of turmeric
some black pepper
chicken bouillon, half measure
miso paste, half measure
rice (basmati in this case <3)
garlic, furikake, whatever I have in the cabinet atm

I eat this for #fibromyalgia reasons, it reduces my pain

fatalists when you mention that IP law will be a mess even after disney is dead and gone: pish posh that's nothing wait for the fascism

fatalists when you mention that fatalism is an unhealthy position: that's so mean of you I can't believe you'd say that

years and years ago I was watching a few tiktok dance videos and noted that they were all extremely arm focused, with the reason seeming to be that they couldn't move the vertical camera, and I had the thought "wouldn't shuffle and footwork be good for this?"

I like being right sometimes.

damn, sofia sofia is 31? sounds like I need to get new shoes

the fact that my recs look like this, but only when I watch my own music, is kinda wild.

boy how dee I can not stand running into transfemmes who performatively hate men out loud. Honey, the trauma isn't going to go away if you give it to somebody else, stop the fucking cycle eh? Men are our friends, our family, our coworkers, our comrades, our brothers in arms, so why throw them away!?