Are my jeans tight bc legs are getting fat or is it bc my legs are getting muscular

My Edinburgh trip + driving lessons have killed my bank account this year.

Couple of years ago I often finished a sketchbook within a month, but that speed is gooooneeeee

Did my art become better, quality of quantity? Absolutely not

Someone kick my ass so I start MAKING ART in this sketchbook I want to finish this month

OH YES ONE OF MY FAV AUTHORS ANNOUNCED THEY SIGNED A CONTRACT FOR A NEW BOOK

Birthday in 1.5 week and I've already made too many 27 club jokes

Disappointment of the day: I was convinced I still had apples at home. Wanted to eat apples. I didnt have any apples anymore.

22 pages left in my current sketchbook, I want to finish it this month. 2-3 pages per day SHOULD be possible

Friend watched Project Hail Mary as well is now OBSESSED with it. They know I loved the movie too but now they think Im hyperfixated too

No. Loved the movie. I moved on after that. Leave me alone

Sometimes I get excited by the idea of picking up a new studies. I want to absorb all the knowledge and information and skills.

I miss the spark I felt when being with someone I love

And they'll be playing their full first album. Goddamnit

The festival I've been volunteering at since 2017 just announced one of my long term favourite bands again. But I am still unsure of returning this year bc of all the hurt caused at that place last year. Missing my fave band at what used to be my happy place HURTS like hell

I noticed I talk a lot about work and my colleagues and it makes me realize more and more that I'm just... Boring. I dont experience a lot, I dont have any anecdotes of myself, nothing fun to share. Except for anything work related.

Makes it tempting to just. Stop talking.

Lovely day but also massive confrontation with single life. It's stupid but I definitely need to recover from this

The 15km run has had less impact

Ex is still popping up in my dres but their image is getting more vague and blurry every time.

I worked on this idea for a few hours in the past couple of days. Finished the painting today and I am so proud of myself!

Photos will be shared as soon as I can take decent daylight photos 🥰

Current sketchbook has 24 pages left. I want to finish it asap, am ready to move to a more comfortable one.

One of my friends communicates a lot through voice messages and that's totally ok- but she usually gets responsive and talkative in the evenings. When I want some peace and quiet. And when I want to watch movies or a series or whatsoever. I feel rude to make a friend wait so ugh

had a relaxed but still quite productive day today. makes me happy

biggest downside is I've barely been outside, but tomorrow is the day for a loooong run again so that'll compensate

Slow run today. Boring but felt good.

Time for a quick shower, pizza and working on my new painting 🥰🥰

The saloon I visited 6 months ago is fully booked/closed dyring my 2 weeks off 😭 Need to find a new one, but that means a new wave of anxiety

My entire body is so insanely tense. Perhaps I should book a massage for myself again during my spring break

See this 15x15cm sketchbook page? And the 30x30cm watercolour paper??

What if... WhAT IF????

If I want to take better care of my body I should be stricter with my sleep schedule 😭

once again it's time for a 'uuughhh somebody crack my spine PLEASE'-phase

Jeans are getting tighter every week and idk if its muscles or fat but my rhighs are getting THICC and i dont like it

Spring break is just around the corner and I'm really dragging myself through the last few days before I have 2 weeks off. Idk what it is, but this year has been draining me from the start

Can't wait to be done with my driving lessons, so I can enjoy my Tuesday without limbos that wreck any flow I could possibly create during a day

Always dreaming of being noticed by my fave art supply brands. C'mon Roman Szmal, I want to collab 😭