I’m so tired of feeling sick and not 100%. It’s been months and it is so draining to just not feel good especially when there’s also no time to rest.

The whole thing is sad & hard to watch. And at the same time, they’ve lived long, full lives.

It’s also so hard to watch my grandma. They’ve been married 67 years. Yesterday someone made a comment about heaven to grandpa, and grandma said she’ll go with him. She will not make it long after him, after being by his side that many years..

He is ready but it was difficult to hear him say he hopes not to see us again (because he doesn’t want to keep living), have him be disappointed when he wakes up in the AM, and asking if his doctor can give him a pill to make him pass already.

My grandpa is 90 years old, and he is very close to passing away… I’m talking days, maybe a week. I went to visit him yesterday and it did truly feel like the last time I’ll see him. It’s been hard to watch over the last year+ of him slowly getting worse.