im not sure if this is my own brain anymore

i made no effort into recovery, i didnt even think about it or wish to have it.
so why did i have no suicidal thoughts at all for the past week? it's starting to creep me out the longer it keeps going. i hate feeling mentally well

i couldnt recognize myself in the mirror and now every minute i'm not sure i'm even myself anymore. i hate this

im glad my suicidal thoughts came back, i really hate that euphoric feeling i've been having for the past week

once saturday hits i will be unable to get out of my bed for hours

i can't stand post-exams discussions

i hope tomorrow wont come

nobody better talk to me tomorrow im dreading social interactions

i dont want to be alive

i wanna stay home for an entire day and cut myself until i am unable to lift up my arm from exhaustion

the thought of waking up tomorrow feels very annoying i hate it i just want to lay in bed forever

daily suicide is back fucking finally i miss this

i miss being suicidal i dont feel like myself
plus i suddenly stopped feeling that way on a random day for no reason at all

lowkey yeah

im gonna lose my shit if my daily suicide thought doesnt come back by next week

i felt like im turning into a completely different person slowly everyday

accurate

i have no idea too but yeah i agree

bro what is this person saying

i sadly dont eat crayons daily 😔
but my fav is the yellow one because they always smell better than others

stolen yohohoho 😂✌️

welcome back!!!
did something happen to your account? i dont see your old posts anymore

real holy shit
i had a friend who is also obsessed with stray kids and the way they talk about their ships are just really weird

realistically with so many things going on right now i should be extremely suicidal not the other way around where all i feel is euphoria

this shit is genuinely unnerving what is happening

get me out of whatever this stupid floaty euphoric feeling i wanna be suicidal again pleaseeeeeee

lowkey miss being suicidal
genuinely though i'm getting a bit worried because what couldve possibly happened to my brain in order to suddenly make me unable to think of suicide
where is my daily suicidal thoughts i need them back i dont feel like myself

we found the culprit guys 😂✌️

im so in love with life gang 😂✌️ let's all be jolly