art is my voice and the only way i know how to speak and i hope one day someone finds it worth listening to and understands the language

guys Don’t worry. i know ive been really slacking on crying in chemistry this semester so i hope crying three separate times in one studio and once on the phone in the stairs helps balance out my numbers. that’s my bad.

more selfishly i hope that when i am gone in a matter of months at this point whoever i leave behind resents themself for what they lost

i hope that maybe one day i will be respected or perhaps even admired posthumously but i dont know that anyone will remember my name to put it on the stone in the first place. i think thats okay. im not really sure im worth the space and i think its better not to fight for what isnt meant to be mine

Got 2 b honest this whole no wifi thing is a bit dire

everything everyone already said and like ALSO. i feel like there’s a huge difference between seeing something generic on pinterest and literally screenshotting a mutual’s tattoo off the TL to go get it. genuinely unbelievable i am so sorry ur dealing w this

no one was born with perfect political intuition and no one makes it to adulthood without developing a few hangups so that's fine right. but i've seen people who went from serial harassers to supposedly sex-positive without once stopping to take any ownership of the harm they caused

glad things seem to have changed regarding trans neopuritanism but at the same time i feel very "horse staring off into the sea going 'MAN...'" watching people who seamlessly transitioned from "you have 48 hours to unfollow this problematic person" to "be a freak! be weird!" with no self-reflection

i feel that there is nowhere in the world i will ever truly belong. i don’t understand how to be beautiful like the girls around me or how to have fun like the boys. something within me is fundamentally at odds. the loneliness is unbearable and the insecurity is paralyzing. m&m mcflurry.

i keep giggling abt this

unfortunately for me i am a deeply principled person and also very stubborn about it. the idea of paying 90€ one way for a regional train is so obscene to me that im spending 15 hours on a bus instead. for a day trip. i guess.

there is a unique and strange grief that comes with watching your heritage, your culture, and family you will never meet be wiped from the map and overwritten by israel with your tax dollars all while your peers dismiss that pain with “but you look white”

truly, the revolutionary spirit is so mythologized. what most people do not understand is that you have to risk your comfort. from the very day we were born we are subconsciously conditioned to remain placid in the comforts of our own homes, to use whatever distraction we can find

its lonely and it’s quiet again today and that’s ok but today its just not. i want to blame not being in any sort of game or fandom spaces but i know they only make it worse. i guess it hurts less when im not actively sat outside the window watching and wondering why not me

we’re hanging out. shame about the bugs

think i’m really having a hard time with not really being anyone’s person or even really having a group i belong to or a place in at all anymore. despite all my trying i think maybe i am doomed to be on the outside forever. it’s ok but sometimes it’s not

If you're doing callout posts about artists creating fictional taboo content, you may not consider yourself a fascist, but you are one. You are their stupid tool at the bare minimum. The good news is you can stop doing that at any time

ggrrtyuyfrffghttrtyhytrdfggfd <- guy who has to think abt ocs to avoid popping like a balloon under pressure

i love sanamimi sanamimi4evar

i think the autistic genius stereotype is severely misunderstood bcuz my fresco prof did ask me how tf i got a 100 (😎) on her exam and why i knew abt so many specific examples of nitrates. but it’s like. i thought it was cool so it stuck w me. how could i forget smth like dat…

oomf i’ll be DELIGHTED to see if anything ends up cooked on the topic

its usually not that slay tbh it looks kinda yucky most often :( but ya i think its potassium nitrate thats formed most often from decay ………. thank u for letting me put my fresco midterm studying to use today oomf

salts react to moisture and form different kinds of deposits in/on walls :) sulfates are generally harmless but leave white streaks. nitrates (frm dead stuff) expand and explode from inside the wall 2 make these patterns. its why burial site art on walls is so decayed, theres nitrates frm da corpses

to . which part

most normal brainstorm notes

something in the air has …..seriously shifted around here unfortunately . my friend and i both noticed it so i’m glad it’s at least not me being overly sensitive ;; i appreciate it… i will need all the luck in the world to deal w him

he’s my white boy of the month

it concerns me too ;; i don’t like where this has ended up or that it isn’t getting better T_T but no genuinely like. How stupid do u have to be ……. and why r we subjecting others to it…. keep my name tf out of ts……

wait HUUUUUUUUUUUUH that is so bizarre ….. outright tracing is insane i’m so sorry