i need a situationship so i stop terrorizing my friendships

emaciated girls cutting (yuri)

i keep this pic pinned to my home screen bc its the only thing keeping me going

can bsky stop logging me out of all 100 of my alt accounts omg

life is kinda not epic rn but we ball

why do i even try 🫩

i want to kms

idk how i ever made it through highschool bc i can barely handle leaving the house every other day for class... let alone daily... i was born to be a neet 🫩✌️

i can't sleep so i will read manhwa and forget that i am a person

this one is so cute yay

*closes bluesky*
*opens bluesky*

every once in a while i get reminded that i have a really bad personality and nobody actually likes me. at least its good motivation to starve myself and isolate myself from everyone around me. hashtag winning 🫩

i want to kms

now that i think about it maybe its the insomnia causing my paranoia... or vice versa idk

i've only gotten 4 hours of sleep in the last 36 hours... now its 2am and i can't sleep. i have class in the morning until the afternoon so ig i'm gonna make it to 48 hours?? thriving so much rn 🫩

it was hell i think i should just kms tbh

i feel so unc... literally knocking at deaths door... let me be a dumb 16 y/o again 😞🫩

my insomnia has been so bad that i don't even try to sleep anymore. i just ride out the exhaustion until i pass out 😭

i actually have to go to class tomorrow 🫩 ugh 🫩🫩🫩

i am so paranoid for literally no reason. can my brain just act normal for once 🥲

derek looks cool as flip 😲

who up mourning what once was and what will never be again

this is how i find out drafts are a thing now omg what... this is epic

i'm taking the same prof again this semester and he also looks a little like bernie sanders its kinda crazy

omg hai ^^ i've actually been in sh recovery so i've been staying off of bsky (mostly..)🫩 but i'm doing pretty good recently all things considered. i hope you've been doing well!! :p

this is my dramatic way of saying i hate the major i chose and i wish i went into something creative or artistic instead 😞

lowkey can't handle the idea of doing this for the rest of my life but we're already here so whatever i'll just kms if it gets that bad 🥹✌️

first day of class is today BUT the professor is sick so she cancelled. feeling so blessed maybe live is worth living after all 🙏

revolutionary idea... what if i stop eating

i tried so hard not to ruin this & yet i still did thats so cool

im actually a horrible person in a perpetual cycle of doing horrible things and then acting like i'm going to be better and then being horrible again 🫤🔫