let’s fucking GOOOOOO

fuck sake can i remember to use this platform? (no)

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Trueform Castiel holding up Dean Winchester's glowing soul, surrounded by the red smoke of hell. Castiel is a giant with an owl-like head, insect-like wings, and thin, long swords for limbs. He's covered in an armor-like exoskeleton. There are many glowing eyes on his body, and just one on his head. The arm holding Dean Winchester's soul was meant to be fused to the blade of his sword, but Castiel had split it in the middle, up to his elbow, so his fingers could be free to cradle Dean. Sinewy grace spills out of the resulting wound/crack.

Three-panel comic of Truefrom Castiel looking at his sword-arm before deciding to mutilate it and split it in half: the sword blade half and the human arm half. P1. Castiel looks at his arm, considering. P2. Close-up of Castiel's arm as he starts peeling his hand off the sword blade, to which it was fused. Grace spills out, clinging to his wounds like a spider web. P3. Close-up of Castiel's arm as he splits it further down his elbow. More grace spills out.

Close-up of the grace-covered, mutilated hand as it cradles Dean's soul. The strands of sinewy grace shape themselves to mimic a human hand and reach for Dean's.

First words I heard, clear as a bell:
"Dean Winchester is saved."

Another version of Dean and Castiel's first meeting in Hell.

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Trueform!Castiel, crouching before a barn and peering into it. He's saying, "I'm the one who gripped you tight and raised you from perdition." Text: *does NOT have to be this close to his vessel.

Bonus: Castiel meeting Dean in that barn.

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Character sheet of Trueform!Castiel, before Dean. Heaven's war dog. He is designed to mimic an armored warrior with an owl head, insect wings, and blades for limbs. There are three parts: Castiel from the back, from the front, and from close-up. The back. Castiel's grace is like a leash, a cord plugged in at his nape, connecting him to Heaven. Castiel's arms are fused with swords; he has decorative, non-functional hands. Castiel was not made to hold things. (He does regardless.) The front: Castiel's legs /are/ swords. He can choose to tread lightly or to 'dig his heels in'. Castiel has many eyes on his body and one on his head. (Angels were made to obey and act, not think.) His blades have eyes as well. (He sees those he kills, always.) Castiel has four insect-like wings with sharp edges that could stab his enemies. They're grace-powered. The brighter, the more powerful. Castiel's halo is around his neck, like a spiked collar of a guard dog. The neck is unarmored and the softest part of an angel. Angels that rebel have a broken halo and a vulnerable neck. The close-up: Castiel has small wings around his head and neck. They're decorative and can be manifested in the real world without harming humans. Castiel has an owl-like face and a bone jaw with fangs. Owls symbolize many things. Wisdom (learned) and fairness. Harbinger of death (his own included). Castiel has a heart-shaped owl face, indicating love and devotion.

Elaborating Trueform!Castiel's design.

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Castiel as he is seen in Dean's dream, in the middle of a lifeless field, surrounded by fog. He has two bodies: one of Jimmy Novak and one of his Trueform. Castiel's human vessel is standing in a shallow pool of pale water. It's stretching across the ground like veins. Castiel is holding his angel blade. Castiel's Trueform is looming in the distance, immense. It's crouching down, its features barely visible through the fog. He has an owl head surrounded by wings. What's clear is Castiel's singular eye and the spiked collar-like halo encircling his neck in a perfect circle. They're both looking at Dean.

"Hello, Dean."

You know when Castiel visits Dean in his dream? What if he does it in his true form? (1/2)

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new glasses, new sunglasses, and i’ve apparently outgrown my bifocal. hell yeah hell yeah hell yeah.

update: i did buy a new apple pencil and i managed to survive.

i might have to buy a new apple pencil and i’d rather perish

oh gosh i do exist, huh?

an apple watch with a heart rate reading of 113 beats per minute. followed by a text message saying “baldur’s gate three is super fun actually”

texted my brother, who has never played baldur’s gate. i only have 13 hours in the game.

i finally started reading discworld. oh boy. (plowed through 200 pages in an afternoon before i pumped the brakes)

i know i’m healing bc two people have talked shit on me waiting for an official translation to my face and this is still on my home screen lmao. get fucked, anxiety.

Michigan State Sen. Jonathan Lindsey (R-Allen) suggests Democrats call the president "Daddy Trump" in resolutions condemning him.

Senate President Pro Tempore Jeremy Moss (D), who is openly gay: "You don't wanna know what 'daddy' means in my community."

a close up of a white kitten with its mouth open and looking at the camera . ALT: a close up of a white kitten with its mouth open and looking at the camera .

the love of my life geralt of rivia a new book i preordered it

sorry i

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*heavy breathing*

shot day

dinosaur approved yard signage

a screenshot from the show “our flag means death” where a character is saying “june the third! and excellent day!”

alright i’ll watch ofmd again

But what I’m NOT indifferent to is the fact that our current administration is making it harder for people to be safely out and proud. We'll keep fighting for you. Stay strong. 🏳️‍🌈

#PrideMonth

if everything could stop being so much all the time 👍

unfinished tales made it too tall so it gets to keep living under a candle.
(they’re both gross/old/not nice copies i got for dirt cheap at used bookstores)

new monitor came crooked + not adjustable so thanks grrm

my affinity for weird old sci fi continues. blood music by greg bear is so FUCKING good.

it’s hard being a single mother

time to pick up the only casey mcquiston book i haven’t read yet i suppose!

i’m waiting on two library holds so i’m gonna knock some other light fare off of my tbr