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Posts by SaΓΊl Widowed Bear π«π
I'm still trying my best to keep going.
I appreciate everyone's support throughout this time. I know I've mentioned I have a lot to share on what has happened in these 3 years--and I still plan on doing that, when I finally have an opportunity.
Thank you for your patience.
Yesterday marked 3 years without Aiden. I got through it. I guess I could say it wasn't as hard as last year...but that doesn't mean I don't miss him any less. πΏ Not to mention all the external struggles I've been dealing with on my own since he passed.
A piece inspired by Grand Theft Auto V Chaos Mod, featuring an array of different anthro characters.
This year's Subtember Ensemble - inspired by GTA 5 Chaos Mod!
Featuring the wonderful Cuddlesi, SharkeyCharr, Mirthy, Skynix Dystoxia, Sigmaxos, Steelwoulfe, Fenris, Phoenix Audubon, Max, and Hatti! Thank you so much for supporting me <3
This bear went to bed early for similar thoughts. π»ββοΈπΎπ» Here's hoping tomorrow is better for all of us.
Dropping off this cutie bear today <3 lil white bear mage of @phoenixaudubon.bsky.social !
π HAPP BIRF!! π»ββοΈπΎπ
I've been told not to be hard on myself...but no one else is going to see these plans through.
I appreciate all the support I've received after all I've been through. I still intend to see my plans through, so please continue to bear with me. πΎ
Last year, I said I would share all the things I've gone through since losing Aiden, including losing Nancy...I had plans about how to commemorate this day. But I continue to find myself struggling on several fronts.
Today would have been Aiden's 50th birthday. This comes on the heels of my oldest sister, Nancy, who have been 50 last month. Aiden was only 1 month younger than Nancy, and the fact that neither of them could make it this far, makes the holidays all the more miserable.πΏ
Also, the "Flash" popcorn bucket cost me $42.99 + tax! ππΎ
*unph-unph* π
Yes, I am available. π»ββοΈπΎ
Well, butter my biscuits! π¦π₯
I hate to do it, but I've been queasy tonight. On top of that, my VR still isn't working, and I need to help my kid with her homework That has to take priority, so tonight's stream will have to be cancelled.
If you can, please support the Ko-Fi goal; it's to help my mom.
*pet-pets* Hope they treat you well, and that you recover quickly and comfortably. πΎ
Oh hello. I believe I saw your message, and I did verbally welcome you. Admittedly, it was near the end of my stream and I had been focused on the game, but I always do my best to acknowledge viewers as they arrive. Please bear with me as I'm new to streaming. Thank you for visiting. πΎ
Poor Panda! That sounds absolutely frightening! π Don't feel like you let us down because of this. Your friends want you around, and we understand and support the changes you're making so you'll be around. πΎ Take care of yourself--we'll see you when you're ready. π»ββοΈπ€
*bearhugs* I am sorry for your loss. π
My jams! π
Very good. *pet-pets* π»ββοΈπΎπ¦
Mmm, good bear. π»ββοΈπΎ
The stage has been set! 15 furries put their trivia chops to the test at @goblfc.org! Come cheer on your favorites as for the first time on American soil we present... 15 to 1: Furry Edition!
Today is the first day of the NFL season. *pet-pets* πΎ
Wishing all the best! ππ»
Nope, not yet. *pet-pets* π»ββοΈπΎπ―
Good bear. *pet-pets* πΎ
Oof. πΏ
But I have those every day...π»ββοΈ