went to do some leg lifts before work and of course we had to miscount them so having some very specific flashbacks and my head fucking hurts 🤕😭😓

yeep, it has a twisted strategy that i don't rly agree with or like (or want to talk about) but if that's what helped us get those extra 1.5, guess we'll take it 😭

hey mooties, hope u have a kickass day! we're gonna try to stay off phone unless having big feelings that we need to track so sorry in advance for the spam if today goes poorly lmao (there is a Mute button on this site tho, right...? 👀🤣💀) love you all BE SAFE 💖🖤💕

apparently khaos actually got us to bed...and noting this cos it's new: there's clutter on my bed that none of the rest of us would've left there...now im curious if that would make it seem more like a nap which might feel less scary than night sleep? ofc vik woke up 🙄 white lines = where we slept 😅

got like 5 hrs but it was all divided 😓😖😣

oh fuck no 😭

felt. thankfully it ain't 83 here yet but it's gonna be 70 where we had less than freezing in the past 24 hrs 😭

you got this!! 💖

hell yes we love doing this haha

you got this! remember to breathe somewhere in there.
we're not doing too great, recovering from the night, just working and making sure no time sensitive adulting is about to bIow up in our face 😅

i wish the body memory would respond to a tap out

pretty sure your guess is right. dad told me he'd run before breakfast cos when you exercise before eating, you're working off what you have on you. after you've eaten, then it uses the energy currently in your system. i never actually confirmed the science it just made sense lol

trigger triggered btw but we remembered collar before bed so it was easier to ground. still it'd be great if my first thought of almost every day wasn't "please stop"

🖤🖤🖤

sorry we been flooding y'all's tls, just tryna cling to what sanity we have and this is the most central place for us to stay up to date with ourselves 🙃

my head fuckin hurts, eyes too, too fuckin tired for this

ever wake up more tired than you went to bed?...*sigh*

remembering a childhood dream where a shark ate us and then the digestive tract turned into a slide and we saw different random scenes as we were sliding down, some from irl, some random horror scenes...i feel like im on that slide right now and that my torso is going a different speed than my limbs

turns out forgot meds earlier 🤡 now head hurts slightly less than back so we'll attempt to sleep on bed 😅 anxious AF about the Unpredictable Light situation 🤪 fuck these stupid triggers, damn

so. fuckin. tired.

okay. fuck. um. was horizontal all of 5 mins and head flooded with fire. playing a game called Does My Back Or Head Hurt Worse...we might be sleeping in box tonight 😅

niniight 💖

:') tenk youuu 😭🖤

too many different reasons we can't and no simple way to solve them 😭

we remember this sort of chair on the regular and if it wouldn't hurt my head that would be fucking amazing 😭

that is so good to hear :') <3

a cartoon monkey is pressing a red button that says shut it down ALT: a cartoon monkey is pressing a red button that says shut it down

dear selves PLEASE we need sleep so badly 😭

which One of Us will be able to go to bed tonight...hmm...

still got that thing where if im focusing on one thing it goes kinda blurry every time my heart beats...it's very annoying and actually affected work today...im tired of shit not working 😭

definitely got the sense that the differences referred to specific things...the tiny lil glitches, tapping, pitch shifts...the gravity is FELT.
(we are blessed and don't take for granted that we have musical parents who taught us most of what we know 😌)