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I'm very sorry if my space seems negative here recently... 🥲 I'm still feeling the same usual after I let out my feelings here for a long time way back in the past few months, I'll try my best to recover and keep pushing forward! 💓

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I'm really tired from yesterday:(( I'm too lazy to continue

Maybe this just feels like a curse to me for being unlucky man 😢😢 I hope I can still somehow redeem myself from everything I've done before

I won't probably post much about personal and statement stuff like these anymore in twt or anything in my socials except Bluesky and Instagram. I faced a lot of flashbacks and bad experiences that led me to having a trauma......

I should start practicing and studying about perspective cause I've been stalling it for such a loooonng time and I'm only putting my experimental studies on illustrations

Excuse me for my emotional outbreak, I've been bottling these thoughts lately. I feel like I'm being fed up with my insecurities lately 😭😭

Last year really made my mental health fall apart that I had to put everything on halt and start reconsidering about everything and how harsh the reality is.

I rarely put my thoughts on my platforms especially on twitter and such but I think putting it here would be fine I guess

I've been conflicted towards my work lately for the past few months and deleted tons of it that I considered bad, leaving no trace behind it or whatsoever. I don't really know.

Throwing away all the not-so-best drawings I did.

To the point that I started to consider everything about my life, goals or plans

Being everywhere on the internet, I don't know if it's a good thing to be around since I caused alot of trouble in the past few years or more and I learned from them. I am still taking accountability for my actions

Kinda letting some thoughts get to me lately especially what I currently do where I think it's not enough

I don't know if it's worth trying considering there's no point on trying again I might've wasted 2 years of going again

It's kind of tiring to chase that passion all over again......🥲

Happy new year🎊
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2024 summary

I deleted alot of stuff that I considered really....bad 😓 I don't want it to be displayed in the public anymore...

I'm starting to renovate everything else on my socials lately even my profile for a new change! It's still in the works 🙏

something devastating just tore me apart man

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I spent my whole November and 2 weeks of December working for the anniversary MV as it is very personal to me due to sudden news on my personal life side. I hope the video would resonate to you at some ways if you have seen it. Thanks✨

Happy Sky Street 4th ANNiVERSARY!🦋🎉
2024.12.11

full. ▸ www.youtube.com/watch?v=tHXQ...

ありがとう。

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冷たい

rkgk
i'm really bored

身長差

Man I just broke my earphones

my mom woke up at 1 am just to feed me her cooked cheese eggs bc I didn't eat dinner last night... god I love her sm