let’s see what’s next.

rope meets end.

the screaming in my head is so damn loud.

why do i always have to do things alone?

days continue counting down to the… ruin.

i used to be somebody.

ruination postponed. but still weighs heavy on my mind. hard to get past the crushing depression it instills. i wait. i worry. i lie awake.

ending up in some isekai world sounds pretty good about now.

hope is great and terrible thing. but the lack of it is devastating.

#NotMyJoker 🃏

another day, another disappointment.

setup a self-hosted VPS cloud server to host my two websites with nginx via docker, with full SSL certs via SWAG, and a shared database via mariadb. also pi-hole DNS ad blocking over wireguard VPN for my travel router.

BUT I CANNOT FIND AN SYSADMIN JOB.

make that make sense.

i like to believe this universe is just a simulation. which makes all of us just little pieces of code. that means we never really leave. we just get archived.

we don’t deserve dogs.

a quiet desperation.

i’m gonna be super disappointed if #severance turns into a rehash of #dollhouse.

it’s such a large planet. lots of empty space. yet there’s no space for me. so much land, and so much open sky. i am allowed none of it. just doesn’t seem right. the only space that i can call my own will be a paupers grave.

even on gilligan's island they had the good sense to listen to the professor and not the super rich white guy.

This morning at Dept of Housing and Urban Development (HUD) HQ in DC as mandatory return to office began, this video played on loop for ~5 mins on screens throughout the building, per agency source.

Building staff couldn’t figure out how to turn it off so sent people to every floor to unplug TVs.

big boy pants.

what is it about betty that all the men in her life turn into hulking rage monsters?

idea: what if we convince spanky and crew to change the 22nd amendment to allow a third term, then we pull the bamboozle and get obama to run against him.

i think spanky wants greenland so he can rename it 'red, white, & blueland'.

this is great and all. but why isn’t nathan fillion playing booster gold?

that can cannot be kicked any further. maybe i can just switch roads?

“the egg bar is coveted AF.”

my 80yo father tried to setup spotify. i tried to walk him thru it. the results:

【ハク。Cover企画】MONO NO AWARE "かむかもしかもにどもかも！" YouTube video by ハク。

song of the night.
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