thank you past me for not being a fucking idiot & remembering to put my student loan payment on auto pay, cause I totally forgot I had a payment due yesterday 🫠

random confirmation that I still exist (I think)

Lyft is wild bc what do you mean you’re gonna drive to within a minute of me and THEN cancel? Wasting my fucking time 😭

I’m too petty for this world yall

the world would be such a better place if more people could find joy in other people’s happiness

ugh I love when my attention span cooperates and lets me play a single player rpg for more than 20 minutes

I can’t prove it but I swear I have a sixth sense for when people are gonna late cancel or no show on me. I’ve been sooo spot on lately. 😵‍💫

it was my birthday yesterday 🎂 which means I should probably update my promosky, but I’ll get to it when I get to it 🤷🏽‍♀️

holy shit I actually did it. from three weeks behind to completely caught up 😭

I’ve been struggling to figure out what to watch while I work bc I’m easily distracted but need SOMETHING on my 2nd monitor. Turns out cozy gameplay without commentary was the move the whole time. Def recommend 😩

as an early birthday gift to myself, i will be catching up on my progress notes (i hope after stopping midway through one to type this out)

Just got overly excited about being able to change the color of my EHR scheduling blocks to whatever color I want. The purple I chose is giving baddie energy & that’s what I need in my life rn 😩

also want to acknowledge there are absolutely bad therapists (I’ve had some) & therapy isn’t for everyone every time 💗

being a therapist is fun and all until you read some of the absolutely unhinged shit that some people expect out of us

god forbid they actually buy into the idea that no one knows everything, or that it’s not a therapist’s job to hold your hand through life (and certainly not for free)

Me, suddenly dying: wait no not like that
(hypothetically ofc, I’m not dying yet. I hope)

I don’t want to turn 34 in two weeks make it stop 😭😭😭

Thank you!! 😭🖤

I went to the dentist for the first time in almost 20 years today, please be proud of me 🥲

hate that I had to cancel my sessions today but i ended up sleeping for 19 hours so I guess my body needed it. 😩

I hope you’re all doing as well as you can be right now & if not, I hope the day you do comes soon 💗

I love seeing newer BMTH fans discover their older stuff. I remember riding the bus in high school listening to Count Your Blessings & would have never imagined the trajectory they took. With newer fans, it’s like watching that happen in reverse lol.

I’m so tired of everything 😩

on the one hand, i can be really bad at reaching out & replying. on the other hand, i am very friend-shaped

I’m about to have a new supervisor at work so I can start earning my lcsw hours & I just hope she doesn’t hate me bc I am a mess 🥲

sorry it’s been three weeks since I posted. I have no concept of time so it felt like three days tbh

having vivid, realistic dreams can be fun until it’s of your partner breaking up with you out of nowhere & you wake up sobbing while you try to process everything

if he didn’t know before how devastated I’d be, he does now 🥴

Teen client wants to spend the whole time talking about video games & beating me in Uno? Hell yeah let’s do it 😎

Shoutout to all my trans clients just trying to live their lives in a society doing all it can to prevent that from happening. I feel very grateful that they all continue to choose me to be their therapist & hope that I’m truly helping, at least in some small way. 🏳️‍⚧️💞

I let myself get a couple of weeks behind on notes & am almost caught up with the first half. Never again™️

Oh I agree with that for sure. Blindly idolizing people is bad news.