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All because some guy that practically no one even knew put out a hit piece that "sounded convincing", because the angry mob that gathered around it just was too big and too loud, because it simply was so much easier for me to take the fall and for everyone to clean their hands afterwards.
What does it say about a community that, after all those years, after everything I did to help everyone, to serve, to fulfil the wishes of others, to be there as a friend, as a mentor... that as soon as the chance presented itself, I'd just get thrown away without a second thought?
Folks celebrating those 20 years of GZDoom, don't forget who spent 5 years in a row contributing to making it the powerhouse it is today.
The world fears the immense potential of my whimsy, that's why so many people wish to traumatize me into uselessness.
Would appreciate if the GZDoom devs stopped breaking shit on Linux.
Sorry, I'm a broken mess, and I'm definitely taking a very very long time to heal.
Honestly, no amount of therapy or medication can help me because first of all, I need to live in a safe and stable environment, I need to not feel like I'm in potential danger every waking moment.
Girls' Frontline letting you have a girl commander is nice because that means you can build your own lesbian polycule and put rings on all the gun girls.
all things considered, I did so much for so many people without asking for anything in return, I worked so much, just wanted to be helpful... but all of that meant jack shit when it came to everyone dogpiling me.
all I'm getting out of this is the impression that being a good person is pointless.
Yeah, you too fuckface
Telling myself that I should act humble and not feel like I'm owed anything for how my gzdoom contributions have made so much cool stuff easier to do in modding
but at the same time
😭
I did it for all of you
you're welcome
and it's been an honor
always
there is a genre of person that will keep tabs on you for years, making a list of everything they could potentially use against you, ensuring that you keep making mistakes so that they can later weaponize them against you, setting you up for failure, waiting for the right moment to strike.
The patent expired four years ago, we can legally do all sorts of cool shit with sanity meters, go wild.
I want to believe in the kindness of people...
some people are incapable of acknowledging the mistakes they make.
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Why im i banned
Something that's terrifying is the possibility that someone I meet could do a full 180 as soon as they start coming across all the misinfo bullshit and I can't do anything about it because they just go radio silent
@yourpallex.bsky.social
Banshee Knight rough sketch:
"Halloween" (2022) #pixelart
All the friends I've made and who still stick around prove that I am a person worthy of love, I suppose. Like, maybe, deep down, regardless of past mistakes and misgivings, there is something there, I have some kind of worth, value, as a person. There is a point to being alive.
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