Is it selfish to want to be celebrated? I worked so hard in my Deutsch class and my 40th birthday is coming up…I just want a little excitement that’s meant for me.
I know the world has bigger problems in it.
We have reached that final stretch of my German class and I am slowly going crazy from the stress and anxiety of it all. Today I decided to take a mental health day and just relax and not push myself. I can’t wait for this part of my integration to be over.
Sometimes I want to just complain and not have people tell me that I’m smart and can do it or try to fix it. Sometimes I just want to pout.
Finished A2 section of my Deutsch classes and start B1 today. I am feeling extremely anxious.
Small update on my Deutsch progress. I made my first all auf Deutsch a few days ago. Husband was at work so I had to do it myself and oh boy was I nervous. But I got through it.
Looking for new things to watch. Please give me some recommendations and why you like it!
How do other artists deal with decision paralysis?
I have many ideas but I freeze up when I try to focus on one.
And in true ADHD fashion, I have many creative outlets I dabble in.
I want to do so many things but then my brain is like “but you could be spending time on this project instead”.
Today I spoke with someone I’ve never met in Deutsch. And we understood eachother. I feel better about my progress now.
Thanks 😊
Tonight is an Onboarding night for a club that we are interested in. I was excited to go but now the day is here and I feel anxious and stressed about being around new people. Ugh.
Something I couldn’t figure out: why are the sprinkles on the donut smaller than the plate when I am referencing the same collection when scattering on surface.
Relearning 3D Modeling with blender since I haven’t done it since college with Maya. I had a lot of fun doing the Donut tutorial. Now to not give myself decision paralysis with thinking up new things to make.
I have a theory that Cooper Howard : The Guoul will be the Mysterious Stranger. I can’t explain why. Just a feeling I have.
Thinking about bread baking. But I don’t have the energy to pull out my sourdough starter.
Will the bread besties disown me if I just make regular ass bread?
Ich habe das Gefühl, dass ich zu langsam lerne. Meine Klassenkollegen lernen schneller. Das gefällt mir nicht. Dass macht mich traurig. Ich muss immer einen App für helfen benutzen. Wenn ich spreche , ich habe ein schwierig Zeit ganz Sätze machen. Ich vergesse immer die Wörter oder Grammatik.
Hitting a wall in my German language studies. I know I’ve made progress but feeling very stuck atm.
How is everyone else doing today?
I’ve been working on this modpack for my friends and I for almost a week now. I feel like I am losing my mind trying to get it to all function, but I will not be defeated. I will get this going one way or another.
When you tell your husband that you want to dress more your age and he says “just don’t lose your whimsy”. That is the sweetest thing ever and it makes me feel seen as the person I am and not the person expect out of me.
I married the right person 🥰
You know that meme “make it work, you can make it look great later” as an artist, shush your cake hole. I will spend hours on assets and ten minutes on code and wonder why it’s not working every time and I will never learn.
Ah yeah parallax! I couldn’t remember the name. Thank you!
I am reminded I need to prep pizza dough this week. Thanks and good luck!
Hey Godot friends! I have a question that I can’t seem to get an answer from google on. Maybe I am wording it weirdly.
You know how you can make a continuous scrolling background side to side? Is is possible to make it do the same in the up and down? If so how?
Thank you - your Godot newbie.
Making friends is over rated.
In my German language class I am with people from all over the world. There is this girl next to me and we don’t speak the same language at all. But we both understand eachother when we both look at the annoying guy and then to eachother and make this motion.
I find it funny I have called my old mechanic more times than my parents since moving to Germany.
Ugh the states has given me so much trauma. Cause how do I explain the flash of fear I feel anytime the landlords “want to talk”?
Listening to “What it sounds like” at full blast in my headphones while flying through space in No Man’s Sky is a vibe.
Some more good boy Gek (our lovely frog man) sketches from yesterday.
Oh! I just found out what expeditions are! I just got to that point in the game.
I haven’t gotten very far in the quest line because I find myself just exploring the planet I am on. I will be going one direction and on the opposite side of the map something peaks my interest and off I go! I did find my first ship to salvage and that was fun.