damn i didnt realise i didnt even need a vpn to work around bskys adult content filter

after therapy i will be fine and draw sonic and watch limmys show and drink juice . i will live forever

ive done so much today my heads whirling and i forgot i have therapy today too

#mystupidchunguslife

fuck m y chungus life

actually i can wander the retro game store for a second

i kind of need to get out of the house for a while but theres nothing to do in this gay ass town

ngl i expected it to blow up in my face but it actually came out alright

well. i can bake a cake i guess.

i dont have therapy for the one day i argueably really need it

it may be a sending it right before i go to bed then uninstalling until the next day situation

my beautiful habit of drawing art for people then never showing them because im too scared #mybeautifulhabit

theyre calling me the most socially anxious rat on earth

it was the crop

i think the colours are off but im not sure exactly how to fix it

art piece thats technically fiune but one part is pissing me off and im not sure what

yeah that was probably it. i didnt think she was being serious when asking because she asked in a lighthearted tone but it was a kneejerk reaction to give a genuine answer in response

she did call me. and i did accidently hang up on her bc i clicked the wrong button. ??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

when i was making dinner mum asked why i hung up on her earlier and i told her yeah haha sorry didnt mean to. i tried calling you back just a misclick yknow. and then shes like "im joking".????????????????whats the joke???????????????????????????????????????????????????

i think if i lock in i could hit a zen zone

watched by my ominous head study

i will have things explained to me that i need reworded like 3 different times and then immediatly forget and need it reexplained

a person in a green scrub is holding a white dog ALT: a person in a green scrub is holding a white dog

im not good at retaining information people give to me or try to explain because my brain keeps stuttering and starting like a car low on gas and i kind of feel like the most stupid person alive and everyone else thinks that too

(guy who's experiencing anti depressent withdrawls voice) i am bad and awful at everything ive ever done

forced myself to do 3 things i didnt want to do today im getting a good grade in coping and getting myself to do things

ok it got approved so hopefully i only have to miss 1 dose which is fine

i swear i thought i had an emergency packet but i dont so i guess i used it up??????????????????? and forgot????????????????????????????????????????????

more specifically forgot to account for easter #FUCK

i forgot to order my meds so im going to have to hit withdrawls for a few days

(suddenly startingly sober) i think at some point i am just making excuses for myself to not try again because i am so terrified of failure and rejection but i cant live like this forever