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so i’m not fucking crazy!!!!!!😭😭😭 revlon, garnier whatever these dyes are fucking ppl over😭

Never met her either we just message but thats hard to do tbh.

Leaving my little sister on read for months now because she was adopted by her grandma who is in a cult and she can't have a phone or birthdays or anything feels bad but like I'm so busy and we message through her grandma's Facebook like... and said gma hates my mom for being "ungodly"

I'm gonna buy one more vape and then quit. I'm decent at running rn but I would be better without vices.

Feels good following all my ed sky moots again even tho I changed my whole thing so yall dont know who I am lmfao

My feed wants them in my algorithm so bad it instantly gets me off of Instagram

When I falter and try to binge its like really stupid shit because while the house is not disordered theres absolutely no junk food. They cook all their meals and that can be unhealthy but theres nothing easy. Like. Its great but then I do find random BS to binge on

False equivalency. Believing the worst people deserve terrible deaths is not the same as someone judging the addicted

Even if you don't have a ton of muscle it's very easy for them to be visible at a lower body fat %

At the very least Liv tries to be nice and doesn't hate on women to my knowlege

Like talking shit about us when youre the most disordered male catering dumbass here 😭. Liv is like, I just hate her grifting/money scheme where she makes money making other women get as skinny as her.

I've been a day 1 Camila hater because all she has to do is ignore the comments but instead she insults disordered people *and* says misogynistic things including hating on women because "she doesn't get along with other girls"

Sick and deciding to not eat anything today

I hope they remove them all. Its ruining things over here too *and* ordering stuff overseas is so expensive now

Manifesting wl for all of my cute mutuals this upcoming week. You WILL be closer to your GW 🙏💗💗💗

Literally I get hungrier the more I eat

Wellbutrin is mine. I know SSRIs don't work well with me and a plus is weight loss is a most common symptom. Downside is maybe I'm the exception. (Its a NDRI)

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Goal is to loose as much weight as possible and then cosplay. I still ordered what I want a size up because trust issues. I don't want to lose just for cosplay tho its just a time limited goal for an event

Same 😭

Its ingrained into us regardless (not lesbian but it makes total sense to me)

Japan mental health services pushing Christianity on her to solve her issues clearly didnt help because it became another thing for her to be delusional about and thought would fix her.

My issue is clearly psych help in Japan made no difference. I havent heard good things about where she is now in europe either. It would be really nice if she could actually truly recover from her mental illness and addictions

Around is a loose term. Canceled 50 thousand times? Yes. Deported from Japan for assaulting and harrassing her AA sponsor? Yes.

It all balances out the ed brain just wants to say it doesn't lol. Its easier to think in a weekly limit as well instead of daily. Over one day equals less another.

Hyperfixation stemming from her bring a childhood favorite but the disordered part was the most relatable aspect, she fully spiraled and I wasn't judging that much until she was like, past the point of return

My pfp is from my collection of Venus angelic screenshots from each (restrictive/p*rge)disordered era she had. Really sad to see her downfall. Mentally ill was to be expected until she switched up into full r4cism, m3th, and worshipping mass sh00t3rs

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Saying I wanna be skinny to have a bigger thigh gap than that and negative waist just doesn't work for me irl considering my career and college. Even if I'm unsatisfied, my goal is to maintain at that goalpost because some things you have to give up if you want to keep the others.