bmth live in sao paolo is just 🧎‍♀️‍➡️
shame I couldn’t listen to it loud enough

You know, I like the idea of internet detox, only not when it’s forced onto me by the government

vpn is barely working fuckfuckfuck

This confusing feeling when you’re a woman and you like being one but you just don’t want to be treated the way women are treated in patriarchal society..and I mean even basic “holdin a door for us bc we’re weaker”

I mean if I were these girls..what a chance for a private conversation lol

And here’s me arriving a minute before the start and there he is, smoking beside the back door which is…a few steps away from the main….

Honestly I think they’d prbly even wait for him afterwards.

You know, this orchestra has its own “front man” most girls have a crush on (assumed it bc they keep trying to interact with him in between songs making even me feel awkward)

I can’t imagine how you can watch a movie you don’t like and not get distracted by your phone or smth.

This is literally my thoughts every damn Easter…and it’s like “do I want to disappoint them or should I just say my part” 😭

The same with books..but you can watch a movie in the background at least….

And I was finally able to fully enjoy the drums bc the other cover band always plays in clubs where I can’t see any member bc of my height..

Went to see muse songs performed by an orchestra. Matt’s vocal parts sound so beautiful on the violin 🤌🤌🤌✨

It’s always like that. If it happens a few times it feels awesome, but if u keep going like that your fav “feeling like shit” will come back, unfortunately…

Well not that we can easily watch it officially in here…funny thing is that one of such shows is available on kinopoisk and either cut out moments are less than 1min (all eps have the same length) or they haven’t noticed yet

Not everyone believed the double album theory so why not!

got so confused by yesterday’s sudden snowstorm I forgot that I work in the office today and not from home….🤡

Where else can you find a country where its gov is telling a web site with pirated content which pirated content should be available

lol a pirating website wouldn’t let me watch some show bc “there’s lgbt content in it”….
And it’s a show abt maternity hospital or smth like that 🤡

Belarus is at least a little better…not that I’m made for starting from zero…

🫂 sorry I just saw one more vk post asking how and where to relocate and got upset

😅

Well at least u have some kind of freedom of speech etc. I’m not even sure that freely speaking against our gov, even on a blocked platform, is 100% safe

Thank you 🤗

Honestly, if a decade ago I was wondering if North Korea has high suicide rates….now we’re about to find out I guess, but in our county

Im not even sure I can have strong emotions anymore. Like I’m in a fucking prison waiting for this to be over. WHY CAN THIS COUNTRY AT LEASTE FOR ONCE NOT REPEAT ITS HISTORY

Honestly, if a few years ago I’d have flown to space on my exploding ass now I just feel nothin but apathy, helplessness and desire to walk out the window.

USA sends people to space while my country just kills innocent people in Ukraine and lets us be killed in response oh and also tries to block Internet :)

Hopefully their reaction will be the same bc I’m not bringing a cake

🍪 there u go :)