Doing my part

Id give near anything to just hug my cat one more time. I miss him so much.

PMS is a fuck because it comes in multiple flavors and they all suck. This cycles flavor is: im a fool im a fool im a fool i have annoyed every human I have ever interacted with.

At least I have candy. 😏

Oughhhh the meetings are back to back today. My body becomes anxiety lmao

Too fast does a damn number on you and ive spent the last 2 weeks with a wildly dysregulated nervous system. Ive stopped losing weight and my body feels like jelly but it did it man.
Im ready to get back to being me and ill make damn sure it happens >:3

Huge fucking strides today. Woke up and said enough is enough. I got my ass out of bed. Ate. Cleaned. Finally sat down to draw. After 2 weeks of being essentially bedridden from anxiety, this was huge for me. It hasn't been comfortable or pleasant but I did it anyway. Trauma processing too much

trashed my body so I opted to rest even though I was feeling restless. But even sitting and doing not much my mind stayed mostly calm!

I made it through today *mostly* anxiety free! Definitely not the from waking until sleeping episodes I have been having! I thought a lot about it and reminded myself that it's my choice to continue staying in the pot and ruminating. It was boring bc weeks of prolonged anxiety have really

I have some!!! I just havent been drinking it.

RIGHT!! Im holding out for p4 for sure and getting my clown makeup for p6

Game awards tomorrow.......

The look on my face right now as I read up on caffeine withdrawal and realize its a perfect match for everything im feeling??? Apparently quitting caffeine can violently fell the most well adjusted of adults. The fog, the anxiety, the insomnia, the nausea. Dear god. I didnt even quit on PURPOSE.

SCORE

Literally this (im ok now tho)

I have noooot used this account. Oops. I hit a really rough patch in life due to loss and I found i had very little to share beyond grief and im not used to sharing that kinda stuff publicly. Anyway! My unasked for word vomit has returned.

I miss my cat

Naoto Shirogane from Persona 4. Side profile of Naoto wearing their glasses and posing with a thoughtful hand gesture on the left. On the right shows a full body of them holding their revolver and cap. Background is yellow with cream followers and blue smoke. Bottom text says, "naoto" with colorful streaks extending horizontally.

naoto shirogane 🥺🌼 my p4 fav!!! #persona4 #p4

Oh it's so over for us 🤝 I was not an adult with income the first time around... I cant be trusted with myself when this hits cause my p4 collection is pathetic... (2 nui, thats it)

ITS WHAT I WANT TOO...

PLEASE please please please

Shes finally come for me...

I can replicate the level of shojo eyes i put on that man's face ever again. At least I took a picture of it and I can digitize it but, but..!!!!

Sad as hell bc the post office didn't scan one of my packages i sent out. The other one dropped with it is tracking just fine. They're saying it probably just didnt get scanned and js on its way and not lost in the void. I hope thats the case cause there was an extra drawing inside and I dont think

Made a washi tape on a whim just for packaging my prints... absolutely winged that shit. Let's see how it looks lmao

Lavender Boba my beloved

Maaaaaaan. Anxiety.....

I am off mr bones wild ride and happy for it. I need more coffee tho...