Been feeling like dying lately.
12 hour workdays with no time to rest after so I can study

I don't even have energy to eat, I just sleep

I became friends with a one eyed cat

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FAL. YouTube video by Ahoy

youtu.be/Q9JoHzlIAqs?...

I really like the format he uses! The visuals made me stop drawing to look at it c:

Goodness, my stomach problems just seem to be getting worse

I was watching an Ahoy documentary! From what I heard, it had "seen skirmishes but nothing beyond that". Which ig made sense to me since I've never really seen one outside of collectors 😅

a random fact about myself is that i like to listen to documentaries while i draw or do menial tasks

i like learning about random stuff about the world. today, i learned that the FAL rifle was made during the cold war era and thus, never really used in combat and sorta faded away in history

WHY AM I ALWAYS SO BUSY FUCK

I think the main reason why I have difficulty connecting with people and having meaningful conversations is that, I've encountered many people who would treat me unfairly, and when I protested against mistreatment, I would be labeled as the unstable one. My ex fiance did quite a bit of that.

in the universe where he is a detective in Siracusa and an illegitimate child of Lavinia's father (and is Lavinia's half-brother), he is respected and feared for his inhuman agility. both his colleagues and criminals alike regard him more as an assassin than an officer of the law.

A random OC fact about the two straps on Yowan's coat and his blue/brown color scheme is that it resembles a swallow bird

When he runs and dashes, the arms of his coat fly beside him like wings

I'm ngl, I've been developing a bit of fear on being on airplanes now

I feel like Texas is very much like this too :^)

I like staring at things and trying to figure out how and why it works.
I like to not worry about things and just live in the moment.
I like it when people understand that I feel comfortable being alone but still care about me.

I like cold winter nights by the seaside.
I like gentle guitar and piano music.
I like dressing in simple, monochromatic clothing.
I like making small talk with strangers and complimenting them.
I like the getting a new drink flavor from the store and sipping on it while reading the news.

getting back into animating

gonna do a goldenglow one

texas rkgk
late valentine's

beauty, and love.

愚カシイ機械/Ver. アカペラ YouTube video by MONACA - Topic

youtu.be/chhfMyywFJE?...

Emi Evans' voice is so hauntingly beautiful, I seriously CANNOT emphasize how much I love her singing Chaos Language

the fact that she made up an entire language for a game without ever disclosing its meaning hurts my heart hh

pen

tied up wife

tied up

recommending some of my favorite indie games from the past few months

I don't wanna wake up. I'm too tired to do anything

i was playing Nier Replicant and i couldnt help but become infatuated with Chaos Language.

the fact that it's an ancient language, its meaning lost to time, such that no one knows what the speaker is trying to say exactly. but the emotions in the songs - sadness, despair, longing - i can feel it

So tired

Unwinding by playing Hollow Knight

This game seriously tests my reaction time and I love it. It feels so satisfying doing a radiant run on a boss and making it look easy

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