I unexpectedly got let go from my job of 11 years yesterday so there's that 🫠🫠🫠🫠

I'm snowed in and watching the gay hockey show

Merry Christmas! I repost this DM every year and my entire family quotes it. Christ the lord.

I'm off work for a while, thankfully. I was supposed to go to a card show but we are getting an ice storm so I'm not going now.

I am hoping to use my time off to get back in to doing some art. I really miss it. I have been told exhausted and depressed to draw.

Happy Holidays!!!

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Lebanne 💚

Canari! (I'd love to see her interact with Iono)

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ほらほら！コラボの時間だよ！
⚡️ナンジャモとカナリィ⚡️

I love Lebanne omg

Jacinthe and Lebanne bunnygirls

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Sketches of Jacinthe and her maid Lebanne tending to her whims.

Jacinthe x Lebanne sketches

lebanne approval #pokemonza

Bc we got a new manager and she's absolutely awful

everyone quit at my job except me and 2 other people bc i cant afford to quit. i just hate everything lately. i have no time for art much.

i am going to wear my professor juniper cosplay tonight though to a pokemon halloween event :)

We found Denji safe and sound this morning!!! 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 my baby is back home!!! I'm taking him to the vet for a check up but he appears to be healthy and not hurt!

I got banned from the dragon group bc I said in that case I hope they die young too then to save them a life of pain. Since that's what they said about my dragon and I get into trouble for saying it back to them.

It took me half of a year to save up to buy him. I made payments on him. I wanted a red monster beardie dragon bc I loved them. Someone said him dying this way will save him a life of pain because red monsters are fucked up sometimes. Well Denji was healthy, I just had him at the vet.

I'm sick of seeing people with sick dragons with mbd and rotten tails and clearly neglected that get to have theirs and love theirs and mine who I spared no expense on and took care of properly dies because of one mistake.

I loved Denji so much. He was my favorite pet besides my cats. I spent so much time bonding with him and feeding him roaches one by one and buying new things for his enclosure. I just want him back and I'm sick of seeing people that don't take care of their dragons getting to have theirs

I'm sick of everyone just saying "oh mine got out but I found it after a few days". Well it's been a few days and I have t found him. Then my friend said she lost her baby and she never found it and it probably died. I'm so glad everyone in my life is so helpful.

I told a close friend I was feeling suicidal over this and she said "that's insane actually it's just a lizard"

I have done literally everything everyone has said. He is a baby and is going to die without eating soon and it's my fucking fault and I just keep thinking if I didn't get him he'd be safe and happy with someone else instead right now and I killed him and he didn't deserve this

I'm sick of everyone saying it was an accident and it happens and to just look for him. I have barely slept in the last 2 days. All I've done is look for him in the same places over and over and over again. I'm frustrated and sick of no one doing anything to help

I'm losing everyone close to me because I am so upset and depressed and have been lashing out on everyone. I'm sick of hearing the same advice over and over that's clearly not fucking work bc I still haven't found Denji and since he's a baby he will likely die. I am not okay

Can't draw for a few days bc my hand is swollen AF 😅 I'm left handed. My other hand is tattooed but not this big.

I'm going to go to the pet store and get some hanging light fixtures to hang his light out in the open and hope he tries to find a heat source bc it's so cold in the house. I'd like to leave bugs out but my cats will mess with them 🙄

I was supposed to be at the con all weekend but I cancelled because I need to find Denji. I went yesterday bc I had a tattoo appointment and my friend said to look at night when he's sleeping bc it will be easier, but I'm spending my weekend looking for him instead of being at the convention.

I know it was an accident but I just don't want him to be hurt, or starve. He's still a baby and eats twice a day. It just feels so hopeless looking for him and I'm just frustrated.

My bearded dragon escaped his enclosure yesterday and I am so upset and depressed. He is my baby. It's my fault because I was exhausted the night before and realized I didn't close his door the whole way. I was up until 3 am looking yesterday. I just don't know what to do.