His expression was serious, but I liked how it softened slightly when he looked at me.
Like the way he looked at me was different from how he looked at everyone else.

How can I say this without breaking 𖤠

You know, I rebleated that last one, but......... I actually like being relied on, even when it's inconvenient, it just depends on *how* inconvenient it is at the time as to how much I like it, and how much I know the person, and how I'm being relied on.

You tell yourself that you don't want to burden others... But the truth is that you're selfish. You just don't want people to depend on you.

Kissed by the moon 、loved by the night.

For the sin of swallowing up all the stars in the sky.

But no matter how wicked people are 、there is none who devotes his whole life to performing only evil deeds… No one plans a business venture which will fail from the start.

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Original Character info

"It's a pleasure to make your acquaintance!"

Name: Elise Urayel
Gender: Female
Sexuality: Lesbian
Age: 22
Occupation: Elven princess
Role: Bottom Sub
Height: 5'1

Honse

If a rat plays monopoly with another rat— and rats do that by the way, like lobsters— the little rat will always lose. That just shows you whose side god is really on.

((And if the descriptor of her tank buddy interests you at all, remind me to tell you about Aloe - @aloellain.bsky.social - some time, because he's a healer, but he has magical tank armour that is as strong as his willpower and connected to his soul. He's neat.

/delirious ramblings))

(("Yeah, okay, but it's not as impressive as actually doing damage to the reality-rending stellar interloper, or taking hit after hit after hit and not buckling even once thanks to being empowered by the natural prey OF the stellar interloper using your willpower as a shield."))

((Clive over here acting like being a one-person support crew for like 8 super-powered world-threat level individuals who all have to work together in order to fight a threat that took a god-tier willpower to stave off isn't incredibly impressive, let alone when she has to remain un-hit or die.))

((Just let me restart my computer on my own you piece of trash operating system! Just fucking leave me alone! It's not like I don't have to reboot every couple of days anyway! GOD! Now I'm all worked up and I've been awake like 20 hours. I'm TIRED and MAD.))

((What's going to result in me switching to Linux isn't going to be the AI shit windows pulls, it's the fact that I'm repeatedly put in a position where I'm settled down for bed and it tells me it's going to restart while I'm away, so I have to do it myself so my fucking programs are open when up.))

Yeah! It's the ice grub.

I want one, but I spend too much time in hot environments to really be able to justify it. Yeah, the little guy would survive, maybe even be happy, but I'd want them to be comfortable, too, you know?

You know, that thing I try very hard not to be! That thing I constantly kneecap myself in order to avoid becoming! That thing I built an ethics system out of twine, shoestrings, and bubblegum, while starving half to death in a cave, even though it lowered my survival odds!

One of the reasons it makes me so frustrated to be so misunderstood as for people to think I can be trusted with immense power is because if you gave me immense power without strong checks and balances, I would inevitably become EXACTLY like the people who hurt me!

While I can logically tell you that is not the case, functionally once you get to god levels of power it does not matter, because when everyone else is a mortal and you have power over reality, it's not like they can correct you!

Do not think positively about the idea of me being a god in any sense, because I would be an evil god! Not even because I am an evil person, but because the more power I have the more likely I am to disregard the desires and feelings of others because I was raised that Might Makes Right!

Please understand that I am not someone who can be trusted the moment my goals do not align with what benefits you! We are all lucky that I am but a mortal being who purposely avoids immense power because I would, in fact, be destructive to myself and everyone else otherwise!

If I had the power of a god I would torment those who hurt me in ways they literally cannot understand, going so far as to torment them during times when they would never have hurt me, because I hate them that much! I am only restrained from intense cruelty because I face social consequences for it!

No! Don't look at me like I'm a mature, reasonable person by nature! Stop! Stop! I am only relatively mature and reasonable because that is what benefits me socially within our sphere of influence! Stop! The moment I have deity-level power I am not constrained by social pressures! Stop!

Snom is so cute it makes me feel like I'm going to cry.

I'm pretty sure if I didn't have a complete psychological inability to cry I would.

a man in a yellow and white shirt is laying on the floor ALT: a man in a yellow and white shirt is laying on the floor

The sentences in the first post were my reply.

We took a re-vote.....

I STILL FUCKING WON! BECAUSE EVERYONE SAID THAT IF I WANTED TO ELIMINATE SOMEONE FROM ALL TIMELINES IT WAS PROBABLY FOR A GOOD REASON!!

I informed them that was a terrible idea, because if I became a god, I would just say "fuck it!" and go to every possible timeline killing the people who hurt me before they could ever reach adulthood, just because I could.

One girl laughed and said "Oh, you'd never do that! You're too reasonable!"

The group I was painting that house with decided we'd play a game where we voted who we'd prefer to be in charge of a given action.

They voted that they'd all feel most comfortable if I were to take charge in a situation that meant becoming a god.

I've been asked for context on other platforms, so I'll give it here, too.

The most unintentionally badass thing I've said lately was "You know, generally speaking, it's a bad Idea to ignore it when people tell you who they are. Are you sure that's a risk you can take with me?"