A beautiful warm 66 degrees outside and the flowers are showing off. Decided to take Morticia with me to go get the mail 💕

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these are traditionally done, fully laminated with stickers and backing!
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@midorinokenshi.bsky.social bnnuy 💕

Chocolate chip cookies (BARELY baked, as they should be 💋👌)

What if the curse was to be human? 🥀✨🐾

Do your best to try new methods and ESPECIALLY to forgive yourself for when it gets messy and feels unhelpful. Embrace that you are doing the best you can in a world that is not designed for health and prosperity. I’m sorry you are feeling this way, and hope you find moments of peace

I’ve been told my whole life I am depressed and anxious, that it could be autism/ADHD. Now I’m learning that I am dysautonomic and my body is holding me hostage. It’s hard accepting that I’ve relied on coping mechanism that no longer serve me, and that my core problems went unaddressed my whole life

I’m having a hard day myself. I’m learning more about POTS and how I could be having non psychiatric catatonia or even non epileptic seizures. How my body is being tricked into adrenaline dumping and I’m just trying to navigate through these bad days and still maintain some semblance of life.

Went out today for a picnic with @midorinokenshi.bsky.social and had a nice time, even in spite of the constant fatigue. The view was lovely and I made friends with a crow by paying the cheese tax 🧀

“People need to be nicer to each other online” and “people need to develop thicker skin because it’s not normal or healthy to get upset at everything you don’t agree with” are two statements than can and should coexist actually

God I miss raising chickens with my dad all the time. First batch I raised with him were lavender Orpingtons 💕

How eggciting 😉

I’ve got one too, Clementine :3

This dog …….. perplexes me.

After a year and a half I’ve finally gotten my hair cut and eyebrows waxed. Went to a beauty academy a short walk from my apartment and only paid $24. They were so nice and taught me how to take better care of my hair. I feel beautiful again :3

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While I would be quite curious to try this, I’m almost positive that Medicaid won’t cover this one for me… even EMDR therapy is nearly impossible to find. I’ll look into it just in case though 👍

It sounds almost fake to me too, but I really want to try it for myself to see if it helps me. I sure do like the bilateral audio too, brain feels tingly like maybe it’s working 👍

I’m not entirely sure if I have Autism or CPTSD (narcissistic mother and some other things). I believe I was taught from a young age that I was wrong for feeling things. “Too sensitive” “dramatic” would come up a lot and it gave me limerence for anyone that was nice to me essentially.

I’ve been doing it on and off for roughly 10 years and I’ve found that I always hit the point with therapists telling me that I am well aware of my thoughts, triggers and intellectualizing what’s happened in my life. I am stuck unable to express my emotions in any healthy capacity without blowing up

Some bic pen doodles of me and @midorinokenshi.bsky.social :3

Comic about a person turning into a puppy with the caption; "Wow that was pretty traumatic guess I'll be puppy about it"

Puppy

Thank you so much!

Does anyone know some online resources for EMDR/somatic/bilateral audio therapy? I see a counselor and psychiatrist later this month but want some other tools. I’m finding that CBT is basically gaslighting for Autism 🤷‍♀️

@midorinokenshi.bsky.social 💕

Stay in the know, but remember to practice self care and touch grass and seek laughter and whatnot.

Looking great! Any chance you could point me in the direction of that jacket you’re wearing? It’s 💋👌

Cyril Cox – "Late Afternoon Light" (2022)

Love all of the details and complimentary colors on this one 💕

I feel like that encapsulates how I’ve been too. Got laid off from a job I hated, trying to get diagnosed for hEDS and POTS… hoping to get back on ADHD meds and get some energy back. I want to get back into art and tattooing as a new career. Avoiding the news as much as I can 😅