Thanks to the amazing
@rapel.bsky.social
for such a cute an cuddly birthday gift!
did such a good job on my gals and is always happy to have the Raccoon join in on the fun! <3
#Slugcat #Raccoon #Palico #Lynian #shortStack #NSFW
All thanks to the Amazing Sachii~
Scholar looking back at the viewer with lust while giving her hot wet slit some love.
Something spicy and less.. moody~
The ever lovely @sachiiagain.bsky.social made this back in February~
Enjoy some juicy booty.
Just going to retreat for now...
Regardless.. it matters little remember these are just my own way of throwing a tantrum or talk without the judgement of the ones I consider close.
Be good, okay?
Or maybe just a better way forward for you..
I'm simply hanging in there for a very few people... if not only one person.
Even this will make them sad, but is not like I can speak to anyone about it.. just.. this void talk.
I am on the verge of tears more often than not these days.
I wish it was all different..
But in the end it matters little.. what I feel will have no impact and I will simply just be that silly person who 'is a bit sad."
But again, I will have no impact on this matter or anything else..
Kinda reached a point where waking up is already a bad start to the day.
Sorry for more "vague posting" 🧵
It probably won't ever be resolved.. and may simply boil over at my expense at some point..
I am at such an impass with my own feelings... no way around, over or under.. some folks It's JUST strong feelings.. but they barely know the half of it...
We are a good way into the new year, keep an eye on your loved ones, check in on them and spend some time with friends or family you may not see as often, I am sure they would live that.
Stay good, okay?
I don't see this as over sharing.. but as I have said a few times, a way for me to yell into the void.. talking with most folks simply just end up in "sorry to hear" "that's rough" or some other form of back patting... I know people want to show support but it sadly only makes me feel worse..
At best I can try and smile, be there for the folks that care.. as any alternative would only put hurt on them, there is already too much strife... people around me do deserve a break and to feel happy after all, i can at least try and give folks what I can't have-
Make all the bad stuff go away.. or heal the hurt, it's great for putting it on hold, but the world and reality will come knocking eventually.
I am tired and kinda wish I could sleep the whole thing away, awake at a better time or not at all... but that's not really how it all works-
At it again. 🧵
Yeah, it has been some tiresome weeks.. honestly only really holding onto it all due to a small handful of people at this point.
It's nothing but a loss after loss no real wins... don't get me wrong, I appreciate every minute I get with friends but it just doesn't-
The gloom aside, yes.
19 of April.
Well, it's first of April..
Guess it's that time of year for a joke and a laugh.
Here is a good one, I was born In April~
Good cats found a new gig yis 💙
Something something #size_difference :>
This lil Avali is starting to question what they got themselves into~
.. It'll fit, probably.
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Comm for @raptorgirlfeathers.bsky.social and @rykead.bsky.social
Hope you like!!
#avali #furryart #raptor
Once you've caught the eye of Captain Taluki, one way or another, she's gonna end the day round and plump~
Gift made for @vixxie.bsky.social !
#avali #nsfw #furryart
Re-seating is a common and good way to make sure everything is aokay with components.
If you build a few PC`s you will 100% have it happen again but hopefully not the PSU... something smaller like the GPU.
Aiku showing his new friend just how stretchy cloacae are~
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Been through a rough couple months with fluctuating artblock, among other things. But feeling well enough to be active again.
This originally was only a sketch, but got refined more with colour ^^
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#avali #dragon #nsfw #furryart
Last entry.
I don't feel like it no more.
I am gonna sleep, handle what little obligation I have.. then back to sleep.
Please note I'm simply yelling to the void here as the least amount of people I know may see it, I simply need to throw these words and feelings out..
These days are still rather hollow, I'm doing my best to simply do better but find myself in the same cycle of over thinking and being mean/judgemental towards myself in the harshest ways.. It's not really happy days ahead. I wish I could say otherwise but..
It's suffocating.
Hands bird with glasses are back~
Nicely done, still plans to be done~
Blep!
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Quick lil headshot for my friend @ardeo.bsky.social of their Avali, Aiku!
Wanted to do a quick headshot a few days ago, cause they're fun and relatively quick to make! I'm pretty happy with how it turned out.
#avali #furryart
Just gonna use this for venting...
Things are getting worse, I am barely not holding on anymore, I wish for nothing more than all this strife to end... I am tired, hurt and feel like I am slowly losing my grip on what I love the most... </3
One of the worst feelings it brings is the tightness in the stomach... that sinking feeling of something bad is about to happen.
It's dreadful and makes me want to simply sleep it away.
-good friend for a bit of help... not sure if what we are working on is gonna be public of just for some close friends..
It's mostly venting just like right now. I'm not dead, just not in a state where I am all that happy to be around folks...
Please forgive me.
