do you know what a glimmer is?

OH MY GOD

PREGNANT ELSA QUEEN OF THE FAZBEAR LOVE CAMP

I'm so sorry

It's a multi year affair!

What's in yours?

more scholarly notes around nerves, sensation, notes about linguistics (baby talk in particular), musing about fetishism, kink and spirituality, baby food recipes, my exploration in being a baby boy, and my work with "You're not Alone" by Rhoda Lipscomb.

Just a few things.

My measurements (a-la a baby book) so I have em when I buy clothes, A solo RPG i'm playing around my stuffies, stuff I wanna by, funny memes, cute pictures, art i love, crafts in progress and completed, all my kink toys, outfits i'm planning, scenarios, techniques, ideas....

Get on that train.

The horror of Cocomelon is going to be easy ....

Nevermind pregnant Elsa.

When you're that young, you don't have a good grasp on boundaries.

You make a lot of mistakes.

....

you develop a reputation.

Where do you want to start?

Kink is so much a fundamental part of who I am. Exploring kink through a lens of our place in the universe is important. Every new way I explore the intersection seems to point to this being a good path, a good idea, and good for the world.

Gosh. This is a rant.

If you're ADHD, then know that novelty is the thing that is going to keep your systems going. New = better. use that and work with it.

Look into bullet journals, GTD, etc. Go with what tickles you. The system itself is less important than the vibes it gives you.

If you can learn to draw amazing diaper art like you do, I am pretty sure you can learn this skill too. :)

1: nipple. Size, shape, feeling, material (latex and silicone are both good for different reasons)
2: shield design. I am in love with the Nuk shield.
3: shield design! I want to either make something cute and pretty for myself, or have something pre-made.

I know nothing about Dragon Age.

What (in your opinion) the overarching theme? What themes does it explore well?

Answer:
Systems in place,
and plenty of grace.

Oh! I like this!

I like how there are specific things: Nicer, more vocal, more outgoing, safe, calmer.

Do you know about the nice/kind distinction?

This is so cool tho!

Gerber Beef vegetable. It was my first real ABDL experience, and I was tied to a highchair and a mommy was feeding it to me.

I barely was able to choke down 2 spoon fulls.

It was both enjoyable and horrifying. I wanted it to continue but physically couldn't.

I was barely an adult at the time!

TMI Tuesday!

Prompts: writing, programming, kink (subprompts: my kink journal, kink and spirituality, my love for bottles and pacis, babyfood), spirituality, culture.

Bonus Question: What's something that you can do for yourself that makes you feel warm and cared for?

Ohhh, what local models are you playing with?

Just my $0.02!

Figure out why you want to be poly, what do you want out of it. Start with that as your first principle. How do you want it to help your relationship grow?

There is nothing wrong with taking on the primary responsibility for your own feelings.

But when someone punches you, it hurts.

They hurt you.

I have seen patterns in some of the poly relationships where there is an emphasis on "I'm not responsible for your feelings" which... is not entirely wrong, but then... why are you in a relationship?

I think that's bunk.

Have systems in place for when people fuck up. What will you do when boundaries are crossed? how will you recover?

I said 'when' and I meant it.

What will you do when you discover boundaries after they are crossed?

It's fuckin COMPLICATED.

If you're into a primary relationship, get that sorted out first. Build good patterns of communication, trust, emotional vulnerability and learn how to argue.

Something he does that makes you feel really smol?

What's a programming hobby that is giving you joy right now?

What's the best way you can be a helper? What are some songs, stories, and thoughts that get you in a helper mood?

What do you like best about being a helper?

being an adult is half the fun!

<3 <3 <3

Soon! Miss you too!

Hope you're well ... er... as well!

100% this!

I love the idea of being a super good boy (or girl) and yet, these things still happen, because that's just what it means to be a good babyslave!

Woman in a sailor shirt with bunny ears and a pink soggy diaper standing outside in the woods

Day 217/231

I had a really nice time outside today!

Bassinet class is the winner.