I swear, I'm alive, my ADHD just lost interest hard and my imposter syndrome was a bitch 😩 I wont promise anything but I'm gonna start sharing some sketches soon

I hate to do this but the next few paychecks are looking like they aren't gonna be as good, (life has made husband have to request a lot of days of these last couple months so paychecks are definitely gonna take a hit)

No pressure, but if you'd like some art from me, I'd greatly appreciate it 🙏🖤

These hand refs are probably my lasting contribution to the art world

Howdy! I'm having a bit of a nightmare start to the year financially so if you've been thinking of snagging a commission from me, slots are open ✨🙏🙏

They contacted us in the last year about this "project". The idea sold to us creators was something like "do the same thing as you always do and earn extra money from us!". Unfortunately i can't say MANY things about it because there are contracts and i don't want to risk it for being dumb. I've decided i would be OUT of this thing as soon as november and now I read stuff I really didn't know about, all in here and from YOU, i made the last decision. There were many promises as they really do know how to target cc creators who are either greedy or financially struggling and I do admit that they caught my attention, but as the months got by and as they would ask more and more PERFECTION from us (note: i have no idea who else is at the program. They kept us all anonymous to each other by holding us accountable of "our little secret") i noticed this thing wasn't for me at all. I was REALLY just waiting for the bubble to burst or for them to announce it so I could finally be free to AT LEAST talk about it with you guys because i was SCARED of their contracts. This is now a recommendation to all the other cc creators who were caught in their webs: get out. You can just get out. They can't force you to stay. They can't force you to disappoint your community. It's OKAY to not know better. It's okay to make poor decisions based on your needs. But you need to get out as soon as you know better, or else excuses aren't gonna make you more palatable. Just stand up and get out.

Oh boy… 😬
The Sims 4 marketplace situation gets worse. EA left out some details when recruiting creators. One bit of good news is it’s still possible for them to back out, as simandy and at least one other person have done.

And the keeping it “our little secret” tactic sounds childish. Sheesh!

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Four years ago I woke up at 5 am from distant explosions. I asked my boyfriend if he heard them too, he said he didn’t and I should go back to sleep. I tried to calm myself down, went on the internet, it was silent, no news or explanations.

"Kids need less screen time it's not healthy" WELL MAYBE IF WE DIDNT TAKE ALL THE COOL PLACES TO HANG OUT AWAY, OR PRICE KIDS OUT OF COOL SHIT LIKE LEGOS AND POKEMON CARDS

Predictably there are a small number of people already going "whuuuh I'm not fascist just bc I hate some taboo art!" Exactly what I said, read it again. Are you reporting artists? Are you making callout posts? Hating a type of art does not make you fascist, but suppressing its right to exist does

Michael B Jordan 'disgusted by racial slur at BAFTAS as parents left in tears' Michael B Jordan was with Delroy Lindo on stage to present an award at the Baftas when John Davidson’s outburst shocked the audience.

So... does anyone care about this? That Michael B. Jordan's parents flew to London to see their son and they left the BAFTAs in tears? That he was repulsed?

Still don't think an apology was owed? Some of you people are wretched fools.

Hi!! Always planned to start posting here but unfortunately this will be my first post, I'll explain more in replies!

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These people. I'm grateful for them raising my standards for how Im treated at a work place, but now I realize I deserve better. I deserve people who care to work *with* me and not just try to shove me in where I dont fit.

Not that it was effective. I was still a mess. My mask slipped all the time cause I couldnt be bothered to hold it.

But Im better now at standing up for myself. I dont regret telling the manager, it showed that they never really cared to work with how I work. Ive outgrown this job. Ive outgrown --

And I'm realizing it's always been this way, the whole time Ive worked here. I know Im the weird one. Im AuDHD. Im a nerd. Im radical left. Im passionate. Im sensitive. And theyre all normal.

Part of me wishes I could just fit in... but Ive done to much therapy to go back to masking like that --

Talk to me bc I got frustrated before.

.... like, sure, Im a weirdo cry baby seeming to get frustrated over "nothing" and I know it looks bad and Im now just embarrassed and ashamed as fuck cause WHY CANT I JUST BE NORMAL AND FIT IN

but I cant, and they never bothered to see me... --

To do the job Ive been doing for TWO YEARS without complaint.

And when I express that if theyd explained to me that I needed to do them sooner, I would have just done that without them needing to tell me -- LIKE IVE ASKED THEM TO DO MANY TIMES BEFORE -- I get told that the servers dont want to --

They keep just coming back and being like "hey, we need utensils" at random times, usually *after* I've already clocked that I need to put the utensils thru (cue also the demand avoidance). I get frustrated cause I'm already having a bad day and I tell the manager to ask them to just trust me --

Ive been working this dishwasher job for 2yrs now. I have a system. Some people have never listened, tried to get used to it but my brain doesnt care. Told the servers to let me know if I need to start doing utensils earlier cause our forks always go missing... rather than telling me --

#vent

The autistic need for things to be organized and done a certain way but everyones just ignoring you and you get frustrated bc your nervous system is shot from them not listening and making a mess and now *youre* the bad guy when all of this could be solved if they cared to listen??

Hi I'm Lara, an italian illustrator and concept artist ❤︎ I'm new here and I would love to share with you some of my works!✨

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I hope everyones being kind to their servers and kitchen staff this Valentines weekend 💞 bc lemme tell you, were going through it

On this note, if you reserve a table 30min to close?? I hope your relationship fails, bc we want to go home and youre gonna keep us late. Rude.

Shaved the sides of my head and ended up nicking into my mohawk 😫

Thankfully its not *super* noticable, but *I* notice ☹

Plan is to wait until I need to shave again and find my line to regrow it. Only messed up on one side so Ill be able to hide it. Frustrating and obnoxious but it happens

Hope y'all are well, sorry again for the impromptu hiatus. Cant even say life got busy, just got distracted 😅

Been playing Wolf Quest and been having a *time* loving running around as a wolf and taking care of little pups -- even tho its anxiety inducing 99% of the time 😆

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Hello! I have room in my March queue for one more piece! If you are interested in a piece of artwork from me, I am very interested in working with you! Reach out and we can talk :3
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