loving other people is monstrous in a wonderful way because I just want to ball them all up aggressively (positively!) every time I see them all

Sometimes you just have a whole dissertation stowed in your back pocket which you can opine on while eating protein waffles.

Bringing that English major vibe to the party that no one asked for instead of a fruit salad (which I am singularly, but go off).

I just really want to talk about movies! Very deeply!

Thank you for letting me know, but could you have let me know like ten minutes ago when I could have also stopped lol

When you're in the middle of a deeply weedsy topic that you don't think is weedsy and the person tells you their head hurts :(

Out here like a forensic hound catching the scent of encroaching death on the wind.

If I had a nickel for every time I saw and/or heard a place of employment was going under and left just before the broad reveal I would have a few nickels.

which is also why we got record-breaking snowfall this year yikes

why is it summer temps in april can we go back to looking at the moon and feeling hope instead of climate change related dread

Did you know Pokopia and Star Trek helps you dig slowly out of depression? Clinically proven. Don't ask me to cite sources.

Scraping my way up the wall of depression to try to write more than three words like a cat miscalculating a leap and landing in a puddle.

Love writing bizarre psionic exchanges between incompatible psionic species.

I just love this kind of topic, sorry fam. I'll get back to ST shortly lol.

Anyway, sorry if that gives you an existential crisis and depletes your idea of free will technically, but congratulations if that makes you feel better about life.

The you you perceive as you is a you that can't conceptualize the you who knows you in your "future timeline." Everything is. Nothing dies, nothing stops existing, nothing ever isn't.

You, all yous, exist. They are. Past, future, and present do not exist in large swathes (black holes notwithstanding-- they're another subject). You are and all yous are.

We only perceive the forward motion of time because our brains can't conceptualize everything is. It just is. Your life is divided into way points for you. Nothing is behind and nothing is ahead. You, as a being, just are.

Anyway, in a complete 180°: Spock overstim, Kirk clamping down on his hip to keep him still. Bye.

I understand being annoyed or angry in the moment. I even understand being upset in the moment! But, having dealt with people like this from day zero, I just am like: 🤷‍♂️

#spirk #startrek

I just wanna not be bogged down with negativity and excuses to be negative all the time. For example (being entirely honest): 95% of people have no idea that my life has gone nuclear! I am fine, but it's like: man, relax.

I will admit I don't have energy to care and also I don't take 99% of things personally due to my own special brand of AUDHD, genetics, and environmental influences, but I get tired even thinking about having big emotions over nothing of consequence long term.

Going to be so bold and so brave here: 1. why are some people so allergic to moving on from petty nonsense, 2. why are some people so obsessed with someone being wrong when they admit it sincerely (often about nothing), 3. aren't people tired being so mad?

Star Trek IV the One with the Whales scene. We're on the streets of San Francisco in the 80s. Scotty, Uhura, Chekov, and Spock are on the sidewalk. Kirk is standing in the street arguing with the driver of a car who looks like he had to stop because Kirk got in his way. Car guy has his arm up & out the window in the air giving the international sign for "WTF are you doing!?" Kurt, conversely, has that "AYYYY, IM WALKIN' HERE" kind of face. (Also Spock is in a bathrobe) Closed caption reads, "Well, a double dumb-ass on you!"

Boss makes nearly a million per year, I make less than that, so that's why I write K/S on company time. Fuck it.

last time I looked, b.y.o.b.'s original music video on youtube had a not insignificant amount of new comments in the past week or so alone. guess we're all there.

dating myself, but also interspersed with rage against the machine's killing in the name

system of a down's b.y.o.b blaring in my head 24/7 lately

Dating this cup, it is over 30 years old.