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Happy Get Pillow’d Friday, everybody

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Crazy how fast time flies! We’re soon approaching 2026.

Meanwhile, my online presence took a backseat while I managed reality! So much to still work on, but I’ve missed yapping with the online homies. Need to fix that!

Plus, how to put it…crafting Scherry Zaad? I still need to tell her story.

But yeah screw those guys. It’s just Chess!

Read this too early in the morning,

Thought it was about a German cheese-eating competition…

Wait pontificate was the wrong word…

Oof.

True.

I’ll need to pontificate on this further by going out for a pedicure!

Or maybe there’s more nuance to this than what a 20 minute shower can provide lol 🤷‍♀️

Shower Thoughts Epiphany

Cringing at memories of an emotional outpour, I realized the cringe was a defense mechanism against…well, feeling or expressing anything.

Being embarrassed of previous actions is normal
(shout out to my teen years!😱🤦‍♀️🤡)

but maybe expressing yourself shouldn’t be one.

Yes. It’s easy to hate, but in the face of that hatred we take pride in who we are.

Striving to become our best self.

Happy Pride, Everyone.

🎉🎉🎉 🏳️‍🌈 🏳️‍⚧️ 🎉🎉🎉

Super cute emote for us to ride the wave to your following! 🌊🌊🌊

It’s super funny how it’s actually a lot like shapeshifting!!!

Literally your hands and feet shrink due to less muscle mass and something about ligaments changing in size/elasticity.

They ain’t exaggerating when calling it: Puberty 2, the Sequel. Lol

These girlie pipes will take the world by storm!

Feeling more like myself with less inner turmoil, my confidence in doing stuff online as a writer, vtuber, general CC, and shizz-poster is growing.

Now if I can JUST change my voice! Feminine vocal practice is hard…

Few months into HRT, my skin feels so smooth!

My appearance is reaching a point of being androgynous. With more time I’d like to believe I could pass, at least from the neck up!

I just upgraded from my old Mac Mini to a MacBook Air to escape my desk.

I’m now in a committed relationship with my bed.

I wish gender spectrum was taught in school.

Young people shouldn’t have to go through feeling out-of-place in freefall, only to learn who they are upon hitting rock bottom.

To everyone still questioning, I wish you luck on discovering your true self. ❤️❤️❤️

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IVE STARTED MY HRT THERAPY!!!

Looking forward to be even cuter!

Only idea I have for keeping motivation in general is to plan your course of action.

Such as how much material or time on a scheduled day do you aim to complete?

Dunno if that works for Duolingo, though. Good luck Mark! 🩷

Aww thanks Mark! I’ll make sure to stick around for your sake lol! 🫂

If someone speaks slander, such as anchovies on pizza being good, I’ll ensure to point them out to you

Thanks, Queen! I’m thankful to have you here with me! 🥹🥹🥹

No matter their insistence how people like me don’t or shouldn’t exist.

I am here. I’ll always be here. I’m a woman.

I will not be silent just because my existence makes them uncomfortable.

I’m making progress in my writing. I also need to stop being a perfectionist!

Like, I’m not trying to write the next great American novel. I need to stop acting like I am.

Boba’s one of those things I always see online but have never seen irl, let alone try.

Purple-colored syrup sounds amazing just for the novelty!

How do you know the ADHD meds are working?

Adderall gives me energy, but I can’t tell if my focus has improved.

Feel like I need to shower after strolling through the bird app to update 🚿🧼🤢

The hardest thing for me is to remember how creative writing is meant to be fun.

If I’m not having fun writing it, no one’s gonna have fun reading it.

Another reason to not focus too hard on the market.

2024 was a rollercoaster.

✨Here’s to the next year for personal growth and success! ✨