sometimes I need to remind myself to come on here. it's like watering my houseplants: a constant negotiation in end-of-life care, our last shared moment together both imminent but also ambiguous

watched Aristocats with the cat today

“god dang it’s taking forever” - a woman watching the sun set at the grand canyon

going to Che’s on 4th Ave solo

the F-16s that fly over the pool are simply part of the furniture honey

today is a sad one. but it’s ok. I think it’ll be fine

you’re finding me at a complicated time in my life

you can never run out of stupid shit to say

gonna take my cat up the mountain to see the snow this weekend

if people could stop filming themselves crying that would be great

someone said “you’re perfect” by letting me know I was free to enter the pool through the turnstile. more people should do that

we said goodbye to our Christmas tree today. bye Christmas tree

that was a very melancholic Panera Bread indeed

I was born in 1601

few things finer in this world than a salt & vinegar crisp sandwich and bottle of beer

listening to On the Nature of Daylight while mopping the kitchen floor

getting unemployment flashbacks in the Fry’s on Grant/1st

drinking a mouldy pint at an establishment in town, wondering if any of my friends are going to show up

if I write my stories in Geeza Pro do they by default become seminal texts on the working class?

went to buy some sparkling water at the science cafe and got rained on pretty badly

at the park eating an enormous bowl of pasta

anyway. another toothpick I guess.

naturally, I quickly lost a grip on what was a fever dream and what was reality. Not to suggest it was a bad experience. It ended up being pretty restorative. This was also around my prefrontal lobe was reaching full development too.

a few years ago, I came down with the worst flu of my life and spent the week in bed watching the Jane Goodall documentary about gorillas in bed. I don’t think I ever finished it. I was in and out sleep a lot, and would just wake up and rewind it to a bit that seemed familiar

taken up porch cigarettes again

OCEARCH Shark Tracker OCEARCH is a data-centric organization built to help scientists collect previously unattainable data in the ocean.

taking a break from work to check in on the sharks www.ocearch.org/tracker/

committing class warfare at Sprouts

thought about making a BLT earlier (I don't usually eat BLTs) but decided against it