Still here. Although not as active as I would expect. Casting out various illnesses atm. Just need the sun!

One thing I can truly say for 2025: I have gone through some serious transformations. Not easy ones. I’ve finally been dealing with myself. And I like me in the end. And what I am becoming.

Mental health is a real thing. Giving myself some grace here…

Finally got help. Let’s see if it works…

How can I defeat my own brain?

Panic attack #14

Shouting into the void

I cannae keep it up

cannot sleep. cannot function.

The struggle
Is real.

“Darkness…imprisoning me…all that I see…absolute horror”

I’m a writer in my head. A storyteller, yet I never tell those stories. A creative stuck in a rational mind. Thus I do what I do, day in and day out. But my stories and songs are bubbling to the surface. Too long silent but will not be silenced

I hope they launch the body of James Dobson into deep space where his atoms could not infiltrate any other life form.
Naraka would be too good…

I’ve had some serious breakthroughs in my journey. Most of them good to amazing, but I felt this one come in hard. Building…

TANSTAAFL

NIMBY

TWTGMTR

SAIEW

Expat for life. If there was any hope before, it’s gone. Never going back.

Snowdrops

Come on Spring!

I collect vinyl. This is one of my favourites by one of my favourites and my favourite birthday buddy. It finally gets a re-release…just waiting on The Royal Scam to get the treatment…

Suddenly Canadian. Obvious why. Living in England it’s a deflection I can make unless I run into a Canadian. But then Canadians will have empathy and let me play along. Helps to avoid targeting and the endless conversations…

Map Nerd. Oh boy, do I love a map. As an analyst I love any chance I can get to the mapping software. Old maps, new maps…Map apps, globes…

Analyst. I’ve made a career of it so far.

Creative. I’m this more than expected. I seem to approach it from a science/math perspective. But I write songs. The music comes in minutes and I fret over words. Painting, writing, etc

Psychedelic. Music and clothing really. And art. Not into the drugs at all. But I really love the music.

Love and Rockets: Gothic Psychedelia, for example…