the amount of anxiety I have had this past week should be illegal

Finally got a diagnosis and I feel —- less lost but more questions

Nvm got my period and bursted into tears 😅

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Good night to Nicola Coughlan and her perfect breasts. Hopefully I will dream of them. 😌

The way mentally I feel like I’m slowly losing grip on reality…

Having bronchitis while prepping for my solos is NOT IT

It’s been really hard being sober recently with all the stress at work and I don’t know how long it’s gonna last 😅

I don’t understand how
I can love something I have never had

We are doing Skyfall and Fly Away Home - they give me goosebumps

First rehearsal for Pride season complete! I’m so happy with the song selections 🥰

once I get my voice
back should I post a singing clip of
me? is that too
corny?

made banana and marshmallow pancakes for lunch and they were delicioussss

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This brain tumor really working overtime today. This headache will not go away…

At this point in my life I am fully aware that having kids is not in the realm of possibility for me so I guess I have to happily pretend that everything is fine and I am not absolutely heartbroken about that reality.

Hey team, we need a powwow because Colin Bridgerton has ruined men for me. The bar was already devastatingly low, but it’s sad to say that this fictional man has ruined it for everyone else.
I genuinely don’t know how to even interact with anyone when the standards are this high.

I lied. I continued working on it and I love how it came out.

I really like how this came out. I can’t wait to start the next one.

finished the painting and I do not like it lmao but it’s good?

I think I may name my pieces from now on… Allow myself to be proud of my work.

One of my goals of 2025 is to focus more on my passions without the worry or fear of what other’s think.

This weekend, I started this piece. It’s not complete but I already feel so much happier with what I have been able to create.

Oh this is so good K cannot wait

May the new being the best opportunities and happiness

😘

Merry Christmas to the girls and the gays only!

I really wish someone wrote up a Proposal Polin AU. It would EAT.

there are short lapse in time where the pain goes away and I wish I could grab onto those and ride them until I feel better but they slip
through my hands and then I can’t breath again and then the thumping in my chest takes over again how do you make that go away

Polin’s size difference does things to me

written two more sad poems…

Shows are over and now I can just sleep on weekend nights ✌🏼😭

Nicola Coughlan let me bend you over and do things to you