professional sexter is actually my ideal job because i’m getting paid to just bask in how funny i am. i can’t believe i didn’t realize before that i can make money sending rude texts to men. i could have been doing this the whole time!!
talking to men who cant find a woman to speak to them for free who must pay for texts are fascinating specimens. they wanna talk to a real woman so bad but dont know how to hold a conversation at all. some want to jerk off on cam & that’s fine the return on those calls is high
god yeah, that is evil. i don’t recommend anyone put themselves through psychological damage but i have a very squeak clean brain and unusually strong stomach which allows me to grapple with others on hellsite
tbf there is a robust SWer community on there that has pulled me out of no-engagement jail but perhaps i will eventually learn how to get traction on this site with no algorithm
2025 was really a life ending year for me but instead of dying i just became a new person that will survive my life & engage in self care & that is a transmasc SWer who’s kind of a sociopath but in like a funny way
I still don’t know what to do with this website beyond posting substack updates because I think my sparkling personality is a better fit for X. i feel like i’m too irony poisoned & evil for bluesky
i am asking yet again how it is legal for a company to send me a letter saying "sorry somebody stole all your personal information from us and now they have all of your personal information. sucks to be you! bye!" and then they receive no consequences and it happens again a week later
was told that when I’m advertising my life coaching services™, the most important thing to do is have fun and be myself
No one feels more entitled to your sexuality than someone who thinks they should be able to access yours for free when you're not even attracted to them
So I'm just going to embrace it. I *am* evil, & also manipulative. I am also:
-toxic
-problematic
-using my body to get what I want
-money hungry
-mean
-perverted
-selfish
-unethical
-reactionary
-lazy and workshy
-damaging society and my community
that's all so true!!! i love me💙
Sex work is a real heads I win, tails you lose situation for your rep. If you're poor and struggling, nobody respects you, because you're a just peon in the same societal caste as prisoners, mental patients, & addicts. But if you get rich doing it? You're evil now, and also manipulative.
My fave is the women who stick their noses up in the air at SWers, as if it could neeeeeeever be them. Like girl you're also likely one bad recession and several overdue bills away from being put in the same position, so maybe think about not spitting down from your wobbly, unstable perch.
Now that I've completely detached from every single relationship in my life, now that I have accepted that the people in my life can either choose to be friends with a SWer or fuck off, all of this is funny to me. Trotting around in silk boxers, shopping for a fuckin selfie stick
every time I put on lingerie I feel like bugs bunny in drag
i actually have a post-it note on my laptop that says “remember always: the customer is NEVER right. fuck the customer💙”
you HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO remember that, always.
“you’ll lose clients when you make the top surgery pivot & pass too well” not if im really good at being manipulative. but anyway if someone gives me a bunch of $$ to goon to me & then gets mad when i morph im going to laugh & give them the finger. gooners dont deserve my respect
identifying as a trans man irl/in vanilla life and as an AFAB non-binary in work settings because my one true gender identity is “manipulative” and “money-centered”
new satin boxers really putting me into that “pivoting to video mindset”
next draft
we're back:
open.substack.com/pub/normalma...
we're back:
open.substack.com/pub/normalma...
getting #high on #weed and #lyingdown in the #street
charlie kirk kinda had pooner face to be h— [is drawn and quartered by my dearest friends]
you’re brave and completely correct and if they crucify you for that it’s because you’re a prophet
God, I’m suddenly remembering why this site is so fucking annoying. You’re all so precious and sensitive about dealing with right wingers. Crash out central, no common sense. No cogsec. Loads of vulnerable narcissism and self-coddling. Develop a soldier’s mindset if you want to go to war.
It was interesting that fully clothed non white women dancing was considered "pornographic".
And so he's far away, "stacking bread" as the zoomer boys say. As for me, I don't know where I'm going next. I could stay up here but I've considered moving, possibly even across the country. But no matter where I go, one thing is certain & so true: I am a psychic consultant, and a life coach™💙
So, being here while I'm trying to make Content doesn't make sense for him (or me, frankly). We both got very soy & gay, and cried a lot. Mushy, sentimental stuff about all of the absolutely bananas shit we endured together. I told him if he ever wants to pursue those dreams for real, I'll be here.
Then, one day a few weeks ago, M sits me down & tells me that he found a solid gig in another state, & he was moving. This took me a little by surprise, but it also made sense. During our alone time it became clear quickly that he wasn't at a point in life where he feels ready to be publicly OTD.
