tgel is good and everyone should put it directly on their dicks including transmascs

i need to get back into compounding my gel so it doesn't burn me to death and using it on my bottom growth

George Lucas: Obviously the Vietcong are the good guys, but how do i depict, in space, the discrepancy of force available to heroic insurgents versus an industrialized power? I know! Bad guys make big space laser. Blow up planets!

Wow, congrats Jeanne

🫂

Good morning spent doing things I really like with friends, writing, which all was to disassociate from the mounting dread and anxiety I have over moving this weekend.

Dragged out of the house for errands, will do more work packing when I get home, I just want to be done…

Fuck it, we're gock posting on main today.

… hh 😵‍💫

Your feed is now pencil skirts.

Around 2k words on chapter 2 today, people i trust looking at chapter 1 to give me feedback, and @mechanizedmalice.bsky.social showed me an amazing movie to provide inspiration for one of my main characters (which totally worked).

For a fun comparison, this is how she dresses to leave the house nowadays.

You're so kind to show it to me <3

pencil skirts ?

I sympathize, packmate.

> begin planning
> really lean into the fact that I relate to angelic symbolism/allegory in a trans way
> they're nice this time :)
> but they're also even more horrifying in an identity manipulation/esoteric horror way

Light cannot exist without darkness; no growth without pain.

> be a girl who identifies with angels
> start writing a series about them :)
> make them scary authoritarians because it's a mechsplo-adjacent erohorror setting
> little awkward given the way I relate to them is largely positive
> hey I can just write another story/setting where they're nice :)

It hurts.

Wanting, but not knowing what it is that will fulfill you.

Feeling the ache deepening into a stabbing throb, and racking your thoughts and feelings for the answer.

I hate it. I'm sorry.

.

this also means that if we ever do do a MechsploCon it would simultaneously double as a WrestleMania btw

yeah

yeah, that's fueling my writing nowadays

You're not getting away from me, Mira.

No way. 💜

Take care of yourself, this space doesn't need your constant attention.

I had to feed myself to Her. My beauty to feed Her ego. I'm so turned on by Her greed, the vanity, the pride.

This is one of the most insane things that's ever happened to me and at this point there's a lot of competition

SOON

And now, post-movie.

IMAGINE HER NEXT ARC.

ME TOO

Jeanne you know where the story is taking her.

Just imagine her in the next arc

She's so insanely fucking hot and fuckable is the thing. And she'll only get more so (and worse).

two dissociative girls stare at one another and engage in conversation until they pull enough bits from the old vestiges of their collective selves to form something newer and a bit more whole and then call themselves sisters.

If you want, I can send you the rough draft of the first chapter where she gets to be a total badass.

Handler-General Sophelia stands in a black void, surrounded by a trio of Sarthas. Each hound looks up at Her with adoration, as She grasps two of their muzzles with Her gloved fingers.

A hellhound has three bodies.