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doodle!!!

hello! sorry it’s been some time 😭

drew her a looong time ago, don’t think i posted it here ? but yes she’s cool

i keep forgetting about this site and my phone keeps offloading it to make space 😭 so sorry, hi everyone!!

#hi it’s been some time …

honeyyyyy

hello…hi it’s been a while …it may get marked so that’s okay

DUDE WHAT……………..

uhmmm im defs no longer the same person from 2 years ago..for better or for worse idk, but it has been the happiest i’ve ever been since and the hardest i’ve cried over friendships earned and lost… i try to be a lot more forgiving even if that means walking away for peace of mind

i’m no outside person nor an extrovert by any means and i truly just love being at home but i do like meeting people with different experiences and conversing bc i love connection… talk to each other ! hug each other! we need it now more than ever

awww looked at my selfie going to my first ever show and to meet ppl…almost been 2 years which marked the first time i stepped out my comfort zone to go to shows completely by myself … so much has happened since then but im greatful for the hospitality nonetheless 💗

inoue planted the seed and i am pregnant… 😭😭 i cannot stand them

kids these days r freaking tall… like basketball levels tall…what r they eating ….

on a cuter note: i went to the park today, and this shy little girl came up to me politely to compliment my hair 🥹

people who have no business being dead…sir i want to talk to u and know more about ur thought process but okay …whatever i guess thats what videos from decades ago r for 😒🙄 /j

i have yet to read those stories though so they’re on my list and gonna report back later on that.. a lot of his work r light in tone with occasional shifts to dark themes but not extreme stuff. i guess those r the stories where it’s just the one note so im curious

but the essay was about his darker works ( ayako and swallowing the earth r the ones mentioned )that included talks of sexual assault, disregarding of morals, etc; and how it reflects jpn social ladder globally and of itself, relating to the eras

i’m glad the essay actually touched a little bit about his life pre war bc he was actually quite privileged to have access to a plethora of resources from his family so i’m quite sure this expanded his perspective globally by a lot than just looking at the horizon line

i have no strong feelings abt ghibli works, it’s okay to indulge in a little romanticized life but not if it then deludes and creates a tunnel vision of what life encompasses LOL

i was reading an essay that wrote this, and this would have described why i think he didn’t (or wouldnt ?) like ghibli films in his own terms. i guess they’re too romanticized just based off the ones i’ve seen and the ones people love

hi ….here r some sketchies

anyways that’s my tez talk for now i hope it’s an interesting read for yall …goodbye i will be back w art soon

it had to be around the same time he was working on the astro boy anime too like a year prior ? he’s a work horse, god bless him my teachers would’ve loved him as a student (crunch culture)😭💔

he is not my favorite animator by any means, it’s quite amateurish as it was still early in his career when he decided to pursue animation but he is a really good storyteller that it really makes up for his animations! very cute

Osamu Tezuka - Mermaid (1964) YouTube video by ArchdukeJames

anywayssss i’m reading some essays on him… i’ll come back to report on that later but if you wanna see what shorts he directed and animated then youtu.be/ufOmLoMZTyE?...

as he wanted them to have an international presence and he wasn’t a fan of 3d animation as it couldn’t replicate hand drawn and that’s why hand drawn is special (but this was the 80s so practically it’s literally in it’s infancy ) 🤔 this seems like an ongoing debate btwn artists

anyways to say in short: he had RANGE, to be a cartoonist (and animator ) is to have a variety of styles you can mimic but he also had to change his style to keep up w trends...i watched a video abt his opinion on animation, he said something along the lines of he didn’t care abt jpn animation-