Intro post cause I’m on a following spree
Valentine!!

🪦not new to disordered spaces
🫀20 he/him
🦇biology student 💉
🎧gBMI 19
🧠ugBMI 14
I like movies, horror, reading, and goth music!!

This is so real I’ve been fighting to not cancel all my Halloween plans out of embarrassment

Reviving this account cause I hate twitter :3 basically I “recovered” then relapsed like a month ago

Sometimes I have to take like a week and eat closer to maintenance to stop me from self isolating or being suicidal

Rules:
☆ my goal is to OMAD or fast everyday
☆ I make an exception when I visit my family once a week
☆ OMADs can be high calorie when I’m eating w friends, otherwise they should be as low cal as possible
☆ I only drink water, black coffee, and zero sugar energy

WIEIAD Thread 🧵

Sorry guys I had to take a week to myself but I’m back

I’ve eaten below maitnence for the past three days but I still feel terrible and like I binged just cause I didn’t stay under 900 cals

Jan 23rd
Intake - 900 cals
We had a rough two days but I’m back on track today

Jan 22nd
Intake - ~900

Me !!
Drac is so funny to me

Me lowkey

Maybe once I hit my gw

My doctor won’t increase my T dose until I come in for labs what if I crash out

Calorie counted my metab day and it was only 1,500 so I shouldn’t freak out about gaining

Ok never take a metab day my stomach just got so sick I had to stay home from half my classes

Fuck it I had a metab day- enjoyed smores and a couple pizza rolls

Jan 21st
153lbs
Metab day cause I’ve been in a plateau - no cal count

I DONT WANT TO RESORT TO LAX…. But I love lax sm

Gaining and losing the same pound because I haven’t had a bm in days

Jan 20th
Intake - 640

i am genuinely the most unattractive person in the world like how is it possible that im just ugly and gross in every way like cmon 😭

CANNOT wait to look like a twink or an otter I’m stuck in a crazy chubby inbetween

Just made the best baked oats ever for 400 cals a serving creamed my pants

Jan 19th
Intake - 730

I use nutritionx, it’s not cute but it lets you set whatever cal limit you want and it’ll track your weight as well

He’s sooo cute I love him

Then they make jokes like “oh I’m eating two slices of cake 🤭🤭” and “im eating because of my low self esteem” YOURE TINY

One thing that bugs me about SATC and a lot of sitcoms is that they’re so skinny but ALL they do is sit and eat and snack like IK it’s a tv show but it feels like fake news

Pinterest censors eds pretty heavily! You could check out r/progresspics on reddit but all the wl is pretty healthy