Why the fuck do I keep emotionally investing in things that I have no control over the outcome of?

I did it for the bag (literal)

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Likely peak this season, comes off 3 day jump from Plat 3, and a 11 game W streak

Just make Feb end already

Nothing has happened

Update: the shipping company clutched, took it from usps/canada post purgatory and it arrived

The Thing in Question

>be me

>order a thing 4 months ago

>thing maker: "UPS lost the thing so i cant send the thing"

>RIP the thing

>"haha jk it was another thing, i can send your thing"

>yay the thing

>"kk the thing has been sent"

>can't wait for the thing

>CANADA POST STRIKE AFFECTING ALL PACKAGES

...........

:/

IT HASNT EVEN BEEN 10 DAYS

Kept mine on the more cryptic, complainy side. But same T~T

Fuck insommia

Ngl im slightly enjoying that I can put things out there, in this weird place of obscurity

.... Moo Deng is my oshi.

A part of me just wants to break and find joy in idols vtubers or waifus to fufill that part.

Alhough is been pretty good.... tonight proved i can still go there mentally.. its not the same reason anymore but it still sucks

Yeahhhh... as expected.
Unfortunate

Tonight is gonna be one of those nights.

Lets see whatll happen

I guess this would be the chapter illustration...

'Summer'

Ngl... the return of the high school drama arc was something....

Still epilouging but lets start the next arc

The smallest gestures can mean a whole lot and I appreciate them.

Ahh... i see you too use the bs app as a void screamer.

Crazy how open communication can solve things. Also yes im a dum

Please calm the fk down anxiety

I was left feeling some sort of way, then a manga chapter got released...

I go 'thank god, a distraction'

and the chapter was literally my exact situation... and it gets resolved.

I never got attacked so personally before

I realize that more than just me also feel that way

But for real

Update: he was able to do what he wanted to do.

Haha... or..