i wish we were a smidge closer so we could dissociate together

i feel like i’m spiraling so bad. sleep is hard. anxiety out of control. i want my head empty, no thoughts.

thank god for my starfield hyperfixation

it’s okay. i’ll be alright. thank you, janey. love you always 💜

yeah. i’m kinda just… i don’t feel like anything is real. and i wish it wasn’t. so i’m doing well.

my girlfriend broke with me via text message after i got back from her place. even after i asked her in person to her face if we were okay. i wasn’t even worth a phone call. no explanation. cut off. over a year of my life with this person and…

what’s the best soda? and why is it jupiña?

i’m currently on the side of tiktok where people dance to the svu theme song and i love it here

me watching weird little deep dive youtube videos for serotonin

i just know power wash simulator would cure my depression

every time i whisper i love you to my girlfriend she wakes up from a dead sleep. it’s been happening since i tried to slip it in the first time and now we’re almost a year together and it still gets her.

i did, in fact, lose her to the muffin man

about forty minutes into dungeons and drag queens 😭😭😭 i needed this

it’s 3:26 am and i put on the colleen ballinger deep dive doc because it’s so baffling to me and i cant sleep