Restoration of a Forgotten Tome 📕 Chapter 11 #RyuSol #GDCG #GSGW
new chapter~ enjoy!

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#괴담출근 #현무1팀 #재솔 아차...🫣///

gotta make queen and darling miis

all the descriptions for rjk always mention his heavy eye bags T T

cuck daydream:
-everyone has their own cubicle and desk
-everyone changes and washes up in private bathrooms/goes home to clean off
-meals not shared unless at a restaurant
-sleep when youre dead

liberal woke dmb:
-sex in the waiting room
-group shower orgies
-eat off agent choi's pecs
-/r/nosleep

#괴담출근
카페 도무송 협력했던 그림~

I also like to think about it with his backstory like that too... that when he found out the org that saves him was named something so similar, he felt it was fate!!!!

I've always secretly hoped it was on purpose 🤭 because the idea of this sort of conversation... "Mr. Policeman, thank you!" "Please, you can use my name. I'm Po Liceman, it's nice to meet you."

one day I will put my own works out into the world and they won't be censored, either by a publisher's hand or my own. that's my own personal fight to create a habitat, and maybe others will find it hospitable as well.

seeing friends and influences of mine fight against this by producing what they want, when they want, how they want, seeing people confidently shape their own paths... fanfic has been a huge tool for me in search of this path. I appreciate curating my little space free of shame.

I began actively working on it around 2022 and have continued to fight it within myself, but it's so easy to forget what you are doing. to have shame steering as you watch the GPS take you to its chosen destination of censorship, feeling confident because you input the commanded coordinates.

my longest personal battle has been shame, driven by my upbringing. I grew up in a household that, while not "religious," was influenced heavily by the idea of sin and its punishment. my interests and desires were shamed for being irregular, different, or "weird." I still fight this as a 34 year old

but this time the people tweeting about it have 🏳️‍🌈 in their bios

it's embarrassing to feel stifled by straight people, but even more embarrassing to feel stifled by my own community. seeing people decry Nakamura, of all media, for being problematic for displaying a sexual fantasy by the main character driven by his male crush... it's my exact fear, in front of me

the cultural shift toward censorship so that MasterCard doesn't have to deal with a boycott from some random far-right group for daring to allow payment to a homo and can continue blithely raking in the cash has led me to shelve this work for about a year as I struggled to move forward with it

what I've shared with other homos has often gotten the question of why I don't include any of these things, and my excuse has always been that it would be impossible to publish were I to mention masturbation by a 16 year old boy, driven by another boy. as if straight media has never done this.

I've worked for awhile on a novel with teenage characters with their sexuality a main theme. I've shied away from showing anything overtly sexual - no mention of masturbation, no mention of bodily sexual response aside from warmth. it's exhausting. it's unrealistic. but I felt it was required.

I keep having the same realization over and over - that no matter what we write, as a simple matter of writing about LGBT characters, I will never have my work accepted as "good enough." there will always be something to criticize and mark it as "bad." I have lived a long time in fear of that mark.

Photo of pokemon fit plush popplio with pink and white azalea flowers. The weather is sunny.

found the cutest lil flower 🌸🌿☀️
#pokemon

leo buying a 5000lb magnet for vega bc she keeps complaining about not getting the right effect and it bricks all their computers

when I had the chance to read this, at first, I related a lot to the Darling and found the Queen really captivating but scary. by the end of the story, my perspective had totally switched. I really love a story that draws you into its characters and turns your understanding of them upside down

Black and white comic page of a big tall butch getting her chest felt up by a tiny femme queen. Speech bubbles read "Now... Mm. It looks good on you."

Gonna intro my new butch/femme comic Beast's Libation a bit. I wanted to write a love story that featured both an insane power imbalance and the feeling of having to hide yourself in order to be loved.

I started using ellipsis recently but even then it feels a bit too much like I'm writing naked in a coffee shop when the page is blank. I mainly use it for editing or making notes on the go

also, are people still mainly working on gdocs or ellipsis or whatever? I've used word programs and scrivener for so long that it always surprises me people make them so easy to be found - I mean, just cloud sharing in general. it's probably not a real problem, but it's why I don't use most of those

the "blacked out and wrote a one shot" one, I've never forgotten what I've written in a day or so, but I've stumbled across year old WIPs with no memory of writing them or the plot and being surprised by what I wrote... like, where the twists felt new to me lmao

somewhat recently I was at a funeral and afterwards writing came up and the priest asked what I write... I said something about it not being the kind of things a priest would read! and then worried it sounded like I write porn (because I do) (but he didn't need to know that)

I know one of them is a duplicate but I got bingo anyway... I guess I could have included the fanart ones because of the covers that @miraongchua.com did for Willing but it didn't seem in the spirit of the question lol

posting this here instead... from @beefdogcoffee.bsky.social on Twitter... the "finished a fic without thinking of a title or summary" one is the worst part for me lol. I rarely ever have a title in mind for projects... let alone a summary

it's so amazing how your style has evolved, I didn't think it was possible to like this illustration more but you outdid yourself... the expressions are so subtle but strong, the coloring and lines are so crisp. I love this so much...