Having gender feelings again but I’m too busy rn to think about that

OMG THANK YOU SO MUCHHH 🥹 that means the world to us 100%

UEEEE THANK YOUUUU I added just like 2 simple things to our Amazon wishlist on Dave’s page if you’d like…🥹🤲

I will cry rn…

Kisses you on the head 🥹 thank you….after this weekend I will 100% let you know

🥺

SOBBB that would be sooo lovely 😭 something woven with intent would be sooo much better (and I get lovely art from my friends) but I would want to pay you!!

THANK YOUUU I thankfully have a lot of supplies, I’m literally just lacking any kind of pentacle or pentagram 😭 I considered maybe finding a simple one to add to the wishlist but I wanted ppl to focus on necessities if anything

Excited to have my altar in the open and lighting incense whenever I please

Insanely positive though that I can finally hang fucking pentacles over the doorways without worrying about insane Catholics literally throwing my stuff in the trash

I can’t wait to be not going through the horrors so often that I finally get the urge to draw

Oghhhg

I’m gay. I think that’s an explanation

Idk how to explain how much euphoria I get from thinking about housewife duties for Dave and Dave only.

I feel ill

My partner and I were kicked out of our home on TDOV. Our plan was (and still is) to fully move out of an emotionally abusive, transphobic, and increasingly politically hostile living situation on 4/6. However, our abuser escalated faster than we predicted, and we were forced to move out prematurely. We ended up having to leave a HUGE portion of our belongings behind, including the vast majority of our packed boxes, household essentials, clothes, groceries, devices, my tgel supply, and literally ALL our furniture. The belongings left behind are stuck in an ownership limbo and are being held hostage. We can’t go and fetch these as the last time we went back to pick up our cats, the abuser cornered us both repeatedly, berated us, accused us of stealing/theft (see: taking things that she knowingly gifted to us over the years, but was now choosing to revoke our ownership of), and recorded us panicking while trying to grab our stuff under the pretense that it’d be submitted to law enforcement as evidence of our “violent intent” towards her. We’re currently being forced to “trust” the abuser to pack our remaining belongings responsibly, despite threats being made towards those revoking those belongings. In short, we are struggling financially, physically, and mentally right now. We are without basic furniture, many household essentials, and will be without a car once our move is complete. We need to pay the movers helping us move, prepare for car shopping this month (car rental, down payment, gas, etc.), and juggle this while accounting for our usual rent/utility/medical bill/grocery budget on top of the prorated rent that hit our account not even a few days prior. We haven’t been able to sleep, eat, or work properly because of the circumstances, which is why we’re reaching out for help. Anything helps, and we appreciate everything sent our way. Thank you.

My partner and I have been in a nightmare situation this past week as a result of being abruptly kicked out of our home. The screenshot has the longer summary of what's been going on, but in short, we need help. More ways to help are included in the thread, but here's my Kofi.

ko-fi.com/davexander

This is just dredging up a lot of feelings for me. I cut my mom off like 2-3 years ago. And she does the thing of acting she did so much for me but I grew up genuinely feeling like I was a worm in her eyes and she only loved my sisters and not me.

It’s really hard to not want to self isolate

Which, ofc I know ppl care otherwise we wouldn’t have so many people wanting to support us, I just. Idk.

It’s just a really big blow to my psyche and self confidence and like confidence in believing people actually care about me. Something I already really fucking struggle with.

Idk. All I did was stand up for myself and like, it’s making me feel so fckn shitty because as shitty as she is, she still treated me better than my mom ever was and I thought of her as family and now apparently I mean nothing.

Like going as far as trying to bribe Dave to get a car that can’t have my name on the title

Like she flipped from “oooo you’re my spirit child 💕💕💕” and “I wanna adopt you!! I’m much better than your mother ever was” (which is a different subject because my mom was physically and mentally abusive) to “you’re a scammer and con artist and you squeezed money out of me”

Feeling sort of shitty about myself lately. Idk how to explain it but this all being triggered by melissa going 180 on how she feels/treats m

Oh my god, I am so sorry :/ this would make me so crazy

Core memories of our first apartment together. Ice chopping, remedying an air mattress with honey, creating a nest in our office with your monitor propped up on a box

Looking at the horrifying mess of tape at the end of the bed that’s peeling off as we hear the distinct sound of air hissing

Just saw someone draw caine with a bulky body-type for the first time instead of as a twink and I feel like I saw god in this chilis tonite

:(( augh

i'm so sorry you went through that :( its so weird and demoralizing to always to put in that position cuz sometimes when you try to defend yourself it like turns into a weird defensiveness on their end 😭