i love my friendsss!!! [angle changes to reveal me labouring over a google earth project with dozens of pins and lines across it] i love my friends soooooo much!!!!

if handler had a youtube channel this is just what she would do all day

whimpers,,, >~<

that usually is the sole purpose of giant mirror walls tbh.,

iim not sure anymore.., bbut ii like this reality,,..

lucky….

ii.
yyeah.
of course.

YES you get it!!!

ggod., Seeing your face bbut knowing it’s,, not you,?

ii,um. idont know,,? me?

..:,iiguess this is home nnow,?

yyeah iineed to wwake up in an unethical eexperimental psych wward medical laboratory placething and aall the other patients andstaff tthere just look very suspiciously ssimiliar to… the people iknew in… wwhat must have jjust been a dream bbefore, right,?

they all are imo

iishould be kept in an enclosure and studied… surrounded by blank wwhite walls and ceiling… only outside touch felt through a thin barrier of synthetic protective material for sample collection…

t4t relationships are so awesome i love that my girlfriends cute pet names for me are, like, “anomaly”, “lab rat”, “marionette”, and “tinderbox”

wwell i hope that version of me is pprobably living its best life..

anyway im gonna try to not think too hard about what happens to the version of me im currently existing as whenever you wake up then,,

obligatory notes:
- “kinkier than you” is a free space because that’s almost entirely an arbitrary/relative judgement

- i am good with aftercare (i think) but not enough to label myself as an “aftercare monarch”, i think it’s something i could be way better at tbh

they’re calling me the most “chaotic top” submissive of all time, apparently

ggod. yeah. sometimes i get lost in thoughts like that, wondering if im asleep in a cryosleep pod somewhere and everyone i know is just abstract dream reinterpretations of people i knew in my waking life…

…but im a little scared to ask if this all means im actually a dream figment in your head too?

bwuhhhhhh good heavens @~@

Maggie in a black leather straitjacket looking sadly at the camera. Not for little eyes.

Maggie in a straitjacket looking away from the camera while Sir's boot grinds against her clit. Not for little eyes.

Maggie in a black leather straitjacket while Sir steps on her thigh with a boot. Not for little eyes.

im maggie

The Callous Daoboys - Distracted by The Mona Lisa (Official Music Video) YouTube video by CallousDaoboysVEVO

or this one

www.youtube.com/watch?v=bBdf...

CYBERPUNK 2077 SOUNDTRACK - I WON'T LET YOU GO by Converge & Shattered Void (Official Video) YouTube video by Lakeshore Records

im not built for fights (yet) or remotely cool enough to earn it but if i *had* to pick an entrance song its gotta be this

www.youtube.com/watch?v=l2zC...

Handler-General Sophelia stands in a black void, surrounded by a trio of Sarthas. Each hound looks up at Her with adoration, as She grasps two of their muzzles with Her gloved fingers.

A hellhound has three bodies.

THATS MY GOAT

sorry Sartha kinnies but the only fictional blonde girlfailure i have room for a psychosexual obsession with in my life is Klaasje from Disco Elysium

alternatively,

*that one girl who’s too into Disco Elysium voice* wow it’s almost like you’re Klaaje from Disco Elysium (smokes cigarettes, blonde, turned on by war crimes, etc)

my inner FreudoMarxist cackling at the intersection of psychosexual obsession and international geopolitics embodied in the image of a woman smoking a cigarette (inherently hot girlboss behaviour btw)

eh it made a refreshing change from someone bringing up the Emu War again at least lol

having a whole museum display for something that almost certainly never happened on a statistically significant scale, or the very fact you felt compelled to bring all of that up, is almost certainly some kind of psychosexual overcompensation imo.