im on job training now im nervous but im finally doing adulting stuff

not my mom blaming my hyperthyroid for how visible my pulse is on my neck 💀

good morning i still hate myself my life my family and my body

i want to move tf out bro im not funding my fuckass brother’s college. Hes so special that his birth gave me middle child syndrome and it fucking sucks bro

i hate my life 😭 i wish i didnt have to be crying every fucking night out of literal hunger i dont cause 😭 im still in my food noise noisy ass noise just let me the fuck eat 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

WHAT

all this. All my fucking explanation of my eating disorder. My fucking nicotine addiction. I thiught they all understood but nah bro, they started HIDING food away from me. Its basically the same as locking the fucking pantry and the fridge its just so fucking immature and abusive

I might think im on a bunnge cycle but yall i swear its because my family is on the brink of zero nada fucking money. i struggle to fucking eat so im hungry one day and the next i’d eat maybe one and a half times of what a normal 26 year old guy usually fucking eats

Im back on purging ☹️

I hate my life as much as i hate the new kaytseye song

the artemis ii mission is so surreal i keep forgetting its not fictional

Idk how to cope rn

Cont from my last post: im literally playing mincraft rn

I wish i wasnt a traumatized kid stuck in an adult’s body

I miss my yummy treats

the most humiliating breakup just happened to me

im back and still rawdoggin this slaypression and slay disorder

so sorry girl we’re here for u i hope youre so okay 🫂

my lovely daughter bird died today. i miss her a lot already and i hope shes in a very nice place in bird heaven.

almost one month of my trauma streaaakk a miracle im still fucking existing 🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩

definitely genius 😌

froend gave me this and its all mushy n melted 💀

some lady was doing stuff at this 711 and gave me free zyn and ot tastes like lipstick 😭

im out of nic 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔🦶💔🦶🦶💔🦶🦶💔🦶🦶💔🦶🦶🦶🦶

I wish i was allergic to food

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

I LOCE NIC ILOVE NIC ARGHH MNMOMNOMN

update

killinng myselt before my birthday trust 🙏🙏🙏

im in my incontinent era (im only 25)