Doodle of the lesbian snake wives after eating all the rats. They are very fat and happy. There is one rat who has arrived late holding a sharp knife, and it is quivering in fear

They ate nearly all the rats

If it sounds like ideas were just being spit out in an evening, it's because they were

Originally the idea was to have him search for a sword but nobody takes him seriously because he is an over-dramatic teenager. He wants to kill those rats himself. The C's somehow get involved and are the only ones who believe him, and the lesbian snakes help and become very fat and happy.

I talked about this with my brother and it became so stupid and silly

He lives on an island, wakes up one day, he is eight, only to see his parents have been replaced with rats. All the human inhabitants on the island have been replaced with rats. He finally escapes at age 17. "I don't even want to save my family, I just want revenge".

Doodles of a teenage boy with long edgy white hair covering one eye, wearing a black long sleeved top. He is sitting at the table and in front of him there is a plate with cheese on it. A rat in a dress is squeaking, pointing at the cheese, which means "Eat your cheese"

"I was forced to live as a rat, eating nothing but cheese for NINE WHOLE YEARS!!"

Breaks by myself help, some quiet time. But thank you again

Very light doodle of Nanraits oc's all walking from a side view. From left, Castle Guard, King Mustard, the Angry Tower, Madeleine and Glyptodon, Dr. O'Shea, Robo Raven, Robo Lady, the lesbian snakes, Mecha Mola Mola with Finbar and Finula inside, Orb Dude, Strawberry, and finally, Ms. C and Mr. C

To make myself feel better, I doodled my oc's in the corner of my animation canvas. It is a very light doodly doodle, but is nice to acknowledge the characters and worlds I made in my brain

Thanks. You comment on nearly all my posts and I appreciate you looking out for me. I want to feel well too

It does suck and this year has been a constant haze. It isn't great. Especially since I was so active as an animator at the very beginning of the year. At least I have a job lined up, but it is still depressing and disappointing. I thought it would be a creative collaborative year

It could be rose-tinted-glasses, I don't know. I do tend to ignore the good things that happen or the things I am proud of. I would like to return to traditional stuff though.

I still use my sketchbook. I use it whenever I go on the bus to college. Drawing is good. I want to go back to traditional art and study more. I feel stagnant somewhat. Bah. What am I saying

Thoughts after 9pm really shouldn't count, and it is 11pm now, and I've taken my Melatonin, so it really doesn't count, but damn, the self loathing is getting to me again. Crap. Blah. I want to draw and animate and be free. Also would like to do traditional art again

I think I might need to exclude myself from the internet more. I already don't have any apps on my phone. But I also just get depressed and tired so much of the time. Bah. I nearly cried when talking with my twin for a bit. I just want to be content and draw, man. I am sad and didn't realise

Anyway, I want to feel more fluent with drawing and stuff. Perhaps I need to get a tablet with a monitor. I liked drawing traditionally so much, and I was so happy being creative, having someone next to me bounce off ideas. Fanart is fine but people caring because they like the character is lame

I'm still creative, but it's not the same. I feel overstimulated lots of the time, and I think being on the internet more has hurt me. I think I prefer living in the real world, even if I am more alone. All this communication fries my brain, and make me feel less like Me. I think I'm rambling...

I could blame my circumstances, that I go into college and nobody else does, that my team does not communicate well, or maybe the recently diagnosed 'tism can explain things, like how I get fixated on things. I dunno, I'm just upset with myself, and want to be creative and active

There were still lots of creative moments this year, but they weren't to do with what I was supposed to do, and maybe the reason I've not been able to work on this final year film very well is due to my mindset. This college year hasn't been a conduit for my creativity and passion unfortunately

I've had very poor focus, I've been listless, and not having a very good time. I feel bad that I was so much more productive last year and the year before, at least when it came to college stuff, and I just feel slow and tired I don't know. Guilt and regret I suppose.

But I also think my traditional work was really special and cool, and I think my digital stuff has not been the same at all. There is a disconnect and lack of life or something. I feel a bit upset about it. More than that though, was reflecting on how depressed I've been this year in college

I was going to archive or delete most of my stuff on Instagram since I don't use it anymore, but was looking at my stuff from 2024-25, which was all traditional, and got a bit upset. Creative spirit was apparent, and I think my skills were at a better place than they are now, but I could be wrong

Doodle of a Koala

Accidentally drew a Koala

Thanks friendo :)

Screenshot of Tomo and Yomi from the anime Azumanga Daioh. It is the sports festival, and both of them are wearing PE uniforms. Yomi sits blankly with her arms outstretched, ready to stretch, and Tomo has her foot at Yomis back, ready to push

Very good image (I started rewatching Azumanga Daioh after watching it for the first time a few months ago. It's very nice)

Thankss. Me too

Thanks. I don't like saying things when there are others who are going through worse, but yeah, we all have each other in some disconnected connected way. I want to feel better and I want you to feel better and everyone to feel a bit better so we can all live a bit more

I suddenly feel a little bit more energetic, thank you Fran :)

Doodles of realistic Tails the fox tinkering with a small model of the Tornado plane, with an alleykey in his mouth. Sonic is looking on. Then, Tails is piloting the miniature Tornado model with Sonic the little hedgehog inside, and the Tornado is flying around Mr. Eggman, who is basically Dr. Eggman but a hobbyist using his miniature robots for evil against the wildlife

This is how. Tails steals parts from Mr. Eggmans workshop and pilots the Tornado from a distance with an RC controller, as Sonic pilots the Tornado (not really doing anything)

Big fox Tails (or is it small fox Tails but even SMALLER hedgehog Sonic?). I like the idea that he's just a real fox and carries Sonic like a parent