OH JOYOUS DAY

anyways this guy is 👍👍👍👍 but said he does NOT like big people 👎👎👎 and that is more than enough to keep me in check
i havent weighed myself in a while but i can tell im losing because my clothes are becoming loose... praying we keep linking for a while dude

update on this i started banging my coworker and she's trying her best to cockblock because of her crippling need for male validation and i'm so close to telling her to fuck off forever

tysmm!! 😋😋😋

wait insane update i got a puppy she wanted to order a matcha too

helo...

coworker just said the f slur i genuinely cannot handle another two months of working here get me OUT

i'm hungry

guys don't be friends with your coworkers theyll turn everyone you work with against you when things go bad

she texted me asking if there was a sudden shift or if she's imagining it so i let her know what's what and she hasn't responded 💀💀

HIII OMG

okay now this is epic

this is my DINNER for work today this sandwich is so BIG for only 185cal like come on

this was my breakfast/preworkout this morning; i fasted yesterday and was feeling faint and having heart palpitations which isn't even validating anymore i felt like buns so i think im gonna do fruit and cheese as preworkout after fasting from now on

i'm locked in

SHES JUST A BABYYY

she really is only two sauce big 😭😭 she's such cutie i can't wait to take her home

also it's not even one of those microwaves where you can press stop to prevent the beeping it BEEPS ANYWAY

it's 6:15am and everyone in my house is asleep and i'm making a cup of coffee to make my lax kick in faster and the microwave is so fucking loud 😭😭 I MISS MY STOVE

i might be getting a yorkipoo 😋😋

every time i finally feel comfortable enough to call someone my best friend they randomly turn on me and become evil and hate me literally why does this keep happening

a painting of a ballerina dancing with flowers and a diamond in the background ALT: a painting of a ballerina dancing with flowers and a diamond in the background

i overate

i'm bringing a mini tuna rice bowl with me to work today
like. 300-ish cal

i literally never drink full sugar soda but today a customer bought this but left it in the store so since it was already paid for i took it home 😋😋 it's tasty!

tysm you were right it took a few hours but the itching went away ◡̈

thank you ;-; i washed it out and took a claritin im feeling better now 😔😔

i hate my life i hate my job i hate everyone i hate myself i hate this country i hate this planet i hate our public officials i hate our justice system i hate the police force i hate

this is the only splotchiness i see but im freaking out it hurts and its right at my hairline WHAT DO I DO

hey gamers i had an allergic reaction to a new hair product that i bought and i just washed it out but now the panic is setting in and i am scared i jsut instacarted claritin idk what else i can do

i do not know who i am beyond my physical appearance