The Benadryl helped but not I’m tired lol

I’ve been having this reaction for a few days now where my eyes are itchy and irritated and my skin is itchy too. I don’t have a rash just this horrible itchy feeling. I hope it’s not something serious related to my med changes. Got some Benadryl and praying to god it helps because I am miserable.

Jk he wanted Taco Bell so I purged it too.

Same I’m getting off Zyprexa and can FINALLY sleep (with slightly less meds) but I can’t stop yawning all day and my eyes are watering so much.

Seems like my boyfriend isn’t gonna want dinner so hurray for me! I haven’t eaten anything I’ve kept down today.

Went do brunch with my boyfriend, had a delicious salad, then threw it up in the restaurant bathroom.

Jk I purged all of it and now I feel like 🫨 I’m gonna have to eat with my boyfriend later so I’ll have to get some calories.

Broke my 48hr fast with some 365 calorie butternut squash and cooked spinach. Not gonna throw it up either.

Almost fainted getting up and stretching. My 48 hour fast isn’t over for another 40 minutes though.

Almost done with another 48 hour fast too.

Yeah drinking in expensive and it’s good that you don’t do it

It’s 4 cans per box but I ordered 3 boxes. They are delicious.

12 drinks for $40 is the best I can get I guess. I think Corona would be cheaper but beer makes me fat.

My groceries for the week

I blocked them all and hid the post to friends only.

What did I do to deserve this? Why of all posts did THIS one make it to the discover page? If I get deleted y’all know why.

But for why? Like what does this add to your page random gym bro.

Oh they all got blocked. Apparently I ended up on the discover page

The normies found me. Send help.

After a 2 1/2 day fast and only eating less than 400 calories AND taking lax I managed to gain .2lbs

Even though it was only 360 calories I took lax because I feel guilty for not purging the ramen…on to another fast. Maybe I’ll go for another 48+ hours.

I know and it was spicy it was SO good but I wish I had purged it

Broke my fast by eating a 360 calorie ramen. I almost purged it but stopped myself. Someone tell me I made the right choice because I’m really struggling with it. I’m 1 full pound heavier with it in my stomach 😭

Didn’t work for me but neither does low-dose Klonopin so I’m just doomed to be riddled with anxiety unless heavily medicated.

I’m already full of sexual dysfunction so that won’t be anything new lol

It definitely does help but it numbs me which I also don’t like. I feel like it’s helping me less after like 4 years I’ve been on it.

I’ve been on it for years and originally WANTED to gain weight because I was in remission. I managed to lose like half the weight it made me gain but this last half isn’t budging.

I’m going off my meds. Zyprexa specifically. I sent a message to my psychiatrist admitting to having an ED and saying I needed to switch meds. We’ll see where it goes from here.

104.8 this morning and starving 😭

Down to 105.8 at 1:30 pm. How is this possible?