I sincerely hope this has helped or encouraged you in any way..
Stick with it, stay strong, you can do this. And importantly, you're not alone.
You *are* a good dog ^^

I'm more than happy to talk in detail about stuff if you'd like, just hmu

✌🏻

> instead, think of this as a new life, a new start, a new you.
If you can successfully kick weed, anything will be possible!

Don't ever doubt the power of you.
And, you deserve a massive well done!
It gets easier once the painful parts wear off, you look back with pride and accomplishment soon :)

>ending it all just get away from the mess that my life and I had become.
Know this; what you've chosen to do is no easy feat. It takes a phenomenal amount of strength to get through, but once you do, you'll be a better dog for it :)
For me, it was hard not to dwell on time wasted with regret, >

I was hoping to reply to one of your earlier posts about this..
It's hard to explain the gravity of quitting weed to others, especially if it became a dependency. I went through this over 2 years ago now, after ~20 years of it, burning away 2oz a week in the later years and coming far too close to>

Why is this so hard?
Amongst all of the usual daily despair (of which there seems to be an overwhelming amount of recently). Why does it feel so difficult to find a single spark of enthusiasm, motivation or enjoyment?
It's depression, whether situational, hereditary or otherwise self inflicted.

#WorldMentalHealthDay2024
First post!
Hopefully this place will be the start of something new for me.
Having suffered in more than a few ways with my own mental health over the years, know that it's vital you take a step back every now and then, make time for YOU!
Be aware of your mind and others