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TO CEASE. TO STOP STRUGGLING.
THAT IS THE ONLY WAY TO PUT
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[ UM?? ok . ]

. . . i do not think that is quite it.

that is a subjective question; what does it mean to be 'real'?

[ slow head tilt. ?? is she okay. stares blankly ]

what is what ?

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;; very sad that i must return to the boring normal bsky handle bc handles club ones don't work anymore, i liked my .is.sick.fyi handle 😔💔

laying in a splayed out pancaking position, covering its face with both of its arms and occasionally making quiet grumbling noises.

ouhhhuhgh its head hurts . . . it still hasn't washed off the red berry juice stains smeared all over it from last night. too much effort. pls try again later.

the eve of the new year.

the guardian has indulged in its own manner of celebratory activitiesーin the form of gorging itself on fermented berries it found. red berry juice stains all over its pale form, it rests in a splayed out, relaxed sploot partially atop the large stain leftover from them.

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lounging in the sun on a flat rock, a few baunos circling overhead or perching on nearby rocks.

streeetching. big ol stretch.

What is love - MH Wilds Edition YouTube video by das hase

youtu.be/DuGBZvaJYaw?...

;; temp pinned i'll make this acc look serious eventually lol

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hm.
i do not like the strange bird-thing's vibes. they are.. discomforting.

flower :}

an extremely bold choice. foolish, as well, but that they were well aware of. i am surprised the construct is as relatively stable as it is.

for their desperation, nor the extreme measures which were taken to create what they hoped would beーyet knew fully could be their downfallーtheir savior... but to secure still-living materials left from the lunar god in the ruins of another civilization decimated to concoct their bioweapon was +

schrade'sーand all those who once held this world in the palm of their handsーdemise, i do not know if any have had the ability to create armour from his scales, for the better, but perhaps a single soul lost to arrogance would be a far better reality than that which is. i do not fault my creators +

the fatali species are... hmmh. parasitic. those who scoff at the stories that are luckyーperhaps unlucky, ratherーenough to find themselves in possession of materials from one... often are never heard from again. they bring about their own undoing in their arrogance.
the guiding destroyer moon, +

mmh. yes. a trace of the true self always exists within the false selfーno good of which can come from when pertaining to a fatalis of all dragons, less so one which is a supposed deity.

;; gog i do really want/need to start being more active with rp stuff again.... a bit tired tonight for much actual stuff i think but agh
mainly feeling like this muse, my zoh shia @saviikahzidal.from.wtf and my chaotic gore inspired five pebbles @randomgods.needs.healthcare....

oh. the girls [ god and the manmade abomination made using materials from him ] are going to start beefing, arent they. wonderful.

;; hmmgn still thimking about how i want to give my gark a scarf or some other kind of Accessory that's from/related to their creators like how guac's gark does............

stupid doshaguma. ugly, brutish things, always trying to pick fights they can't win.
. . . at least the guardian's hunger is sated for nowーgore smattered across its pale white form surging ablaze with brilliant violet veins as it gorges itself upon the torn open carcass.

(temp pinned)

𝙇𝙖𝙜𝙤, 𝙈𝙤𝙣𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙍𝙞𝙙𝙚𝙧

- they/he
- tends to be annoying
- great with monster/animal handling

"... my story . . . hm. it is not one which most would call pleasant; my existence, in of itself, is not something which many would consider a pleasant thing... justifiably so. artificial imitations of life are not meant to truly be aliveーperhaps to exist at all."

it supposes the rain is not the most pleasant sensation, but it is by far not the worst it has experienced, thus the guardian is decidedly neutral on it and the rushing floodwaters.