goes to restaurant. gets seated in area that was reserved for a party of 75 that showed up as our food arrived. I'm going to tear my hair out I can't taste my food over the noise

They're pink because they're eating strawberry ice cream...

yesterday was a good 4/20. sometimes you need to get violently high and go out for ramen and have way too much coffee

Youve Been Passed The Virtual Joint!

congratulations!

it's weedmas eve...

my wrists and ankles have been just taking turns falling apart the last 2 weeks

why can't this be the one I forget after waking

well that was a completely unnecessary and downright rude dream

12th doctor is pretty good. kind of glad I waited 13 years to start the show again lol

fuck this game ive getting crossfaded

so much fucking work and grinding just to fucking fish in this game. really fucking sucks that taking a few months off is all it takes to get so behind.

gnashing fang has charges now???

i think i need to start making lists. lots of lists. to make up for the fact that i cant seem to remember things i can do when i've run out of things to do

i love zoning out just enough that i start to remember long suppressed things and then not even being able to do anything. like this info is is just upsetting and pointless and now i get to sit with it

genuinely dont know why im booting up dark souls 2 again. i dont know why i enjoy it, even if the enjoyment usually lasts just a few hours

banana cloud latte at dunkin with vanilla shots and cinnamon on the cold foam is a good upgrade

i hate not being able to enjoy things I once did! i hate that everything feels so distant and out of reach! I hate feeling both late and too early to everything! fuck!

I don't understand how I keep hurting myself. I get home from work earlier and suddenly can't move my wrist or fingers

love that it's been over a week and my leg still isn't healed xd back to standing on it all day tomorrow

dad makes a comment about how I need to be checked out at the doctor bc i shouldn't be hurting all the time constantly

really? you think so? like I've been saying for 10 years?

calling off work for the first time since i started almost a year ago because I can't fucking stand

so tired of hurting myself constantly. my body is a prison

i feel goood

i love migraines I love writhing in pain and throwing up for 3 hours

u already know what tf is up

project hail mary was good. gotta reread the book now

in this world we had rules...share your food...help your neighbors...and don't breathe in the GREEN MIST...

i really like dark souls 3

i love coming home after work and just turning all sounds off