Wohooooo 🥹 relief and congratz!!

a man wearing a blue shirt that says it 's not really on it ALT: a man wearing a blue shirt that says it 's not really on it

When I get the ”I wish I was more popular, famous & my stuff more viral & known“ sadness but then I remember how unhinged the masses also unfilteredly shit on everything trendy, dissect every word a creator ever said and how fame lasts like 5 sec before strangers want you to kys

I'm always trying to keep it fun and definitely grounded in the setting, even tho it's obviously more of a gay drama and romance comic than a real sports one. But also to explain hockey lingo & rules (bit by bit so it's not overwhelming) hopefully well enough so everyone gets a bit out of it.

TAPE 3 CRUSH3D!! #3 - Back from the Dead!!<br>‣ Pages: 86 ‣ Created: 2020<br>‣ Age recommendation: 15+

In chapter 3 they actually do play hockey!!
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Wouldn’t wanna give that up.
Just skipping to an Ai result is real loser shit.

And STILL/ struggling, self doubt, anxiety about if you‘re doing any good, frustration, failing and error, to eventually come up with something that was worth pushing your own brain is what makes it rewarding and creates the feeling of YOU accomplishing something.

Big Bla Bla 📝

Writing/storyboarding the next chapter is so hard for me rn (cause I can’t concentrate on anything anyway because I’m completely unable to filter all this dumb surrounding noise and appointment stress) but also because it’s just kinda difficult to do:

Don't worry, Lee is harmless.
But still, something is definitely wrong with him.

I found this old storyboard doodle, that sadly fitted nowhere into the canon timeline. But still found it funny, so I sketched it out a little bit better now~

✨The Chapter 2 Flipbook of CRUSH3D!! is out! ✨
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I don't really know how else to promote it, but to post links to the people who already follow me lol. But maybe (I hope) the new format can attract some people who just never clicked to actually read the comic :-3

It’s really never worth it 😭 you always need more time to recover than the proper resting time would have been

Today I worked from morning to evening until now feeling like puking from exhaustion and the feeling of going up in flames inside. And did I at least finish the thing I wanted to finish in one go? No. Not at all.

Let’s make this a lesson (once more, cause apparently I forgot it again 🙄)

When I am done with all the chapters, I wanna collect all in a single bookshelf, that is organized by Volumes/Seasons, add character sheets, Spin-off comics, and extra stuff, like digital artbooks, scrapbooks with work in progress + sketch stages of the pages.

But let's do that step by step X'D

There are a bunch of more features, like plot summary in the about section,video link, small page thumbnails, a collapseable table of content to quickly navigate through the whole thing, or to check out if it might be something for you.

But best you just click around and see for yourself UvU v

I have something for you that I am quite proud of! 💦

Issue # 1 of my slow burn hockey BL comic "CRUSH3D!!", is now readable as a convenient, ad free and mobile & desktop friendly flipbook!

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yeah the pointer finger got a bit long I guess XD

Run!!

Yes, I have not uploaded #CRUSH3Dcomic 🏒 for 2 years now, because of health and situational reasons.

But the comic is not dead; recently I continued the comic on my Patreon (behind a low paywall) patreon.com/NanaYaa

This does not mean, that I gave up on free updates!

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little guy

And number four

more yellow, more good 🍋

no, I realized that I only can put so many different "identity" fitting flags per character, that I would need to give this up quickly anyway if they should not be the same all the time, so I will mix it up XD

200 degrees, that's why they call me Mister Fahrenheit~

Go lil' hockey boy, go!

That's the new "seperater/ split up" cover, or whatever I should call it. (Meaning, Chapter 3 becomes 3 and 4, because it was too fucking long)

he is number 31, but it's funny that the reverse is 13 which is an unlucky number

the tissue is for his nosebleed

color corrected and edited cover number 2~

Tweaked cover of chapter 1 :3

cw: self harm scars

I'm currently editing/adding some more chapter covers

A doodle of this cool crow vibe person I saw in the train~

Thank youuuu (and for reading the whole thing 🥹)

I finally finished the latest chapter (over on Patreon), so you can already have this small endcard comic :)

Reuben‘s ”hangriness“ is very intense, just skipping hunger sensation and directly going to doom

You know these "Just read out one paragraph in the end and get your good grade, but please get out of my way when I do it all alone" kinda ah group projects?

yeah, me neither ...

Maybe the last bit of nice winter sun
🪴☀️🌿