gonna make a wig to cosplay an oc !!!!!

finished cataloguing all of my physical bl manga

the only cosplays i fit into are my two most complicated cosplays,,,,,,, no cosplay for goldnova,,,

i did not do any reading last month,,,,,,

MY DISCOVER FEED IS THE SAME!! WHAT IS HAPPENING!!???

[No.6] I've been meaning to want to draw Nezumi and Shion again ever since the reunion novels so finally got around to it!!

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spent $40 on two pairs of underwear from an online store and i actually hate them,,,, they’re so uncomfortable and i can’t return them,,,,,,,

booked in to get the botox treatment next month aaaaaaaaaaaaa

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$6000 is another japan trip, why do i have to spend it on getting surgery just so i can see straight !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but i don’t have a spare $6000 lying around to get the actual surgery,,,,,,,,,,,,,

aaaaaa ophthalmologist said i can try out botox but i don’t think i can deal with a needle going into my eye aaaaaaaaaaaa

just want my own home so i can put all of my prints up and have wall mounted shelves

can’t even blutack anything to the walls !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i really hate that you have to ask permission to hang up fucking photos frames in a rental

existing is too fucking difficult

did not finish my essay ✌️✌️✌️✌️ i love failing classes

to the assignment writing guy that replied to me:

i don’t pay people to write my assignments. i don’t make an outline or write a draft. i wait for the moment my adhd hyperfocus kicks in and i rawdog the whole thing in 6 hours the night it’s due and if that moment never comes, i kill myself

haven’t been sleeping well for the past two weeks and i really need to stop using my phone in bed but if i don’t exhaust myself to the point of passing out i end up spending literal hours lying in bed trying to sleep

it’s so difficult to believe that things get better when i’ve been feeling this way for the past 8/9+ years,,,,,,, like how much longer do i have to hold out before things actually get better

debating failing this class and repeating it later but also i fucking hateeeee this class

essay was originally due yesterday (got a week extension) but i basically haven’t done fucking a n y t h i n g ,,,,,, i want to fucking DIE

it’s especially bad on and around my nose

i think i’ve managed to get it ok twice, it’s so temperamental. i don’t know if it’s my skin or if it’s the foundation,,,,,, it cost like $70 and i’ve barely used it because it annoys me so much !!!

it doesn’t matter what primer i use or what method i use to put it on, it always ends up like this

WHY DOES MY FOUNDATION ALWAYS LOOK SO FUCKING BADDDDD

i finally sold my skates last year because the rink is 40mins away and it costs like $30 for the 2hr public session now

i wish ice skating wasn’t so expensive in brisbane,,,,,, i miss ice skating but it was only accessible to me because i worked there so i got free lessons and free entry