i will never come with a jaeger name as cool as gone fission (which i came up with a bamillion years ago with my bestie for our ocs) and that's a burden i must carry with me to the end of days if i ever wanna make a pacific rim oc

Uni :3

kyogre smiles

last jedi fucking blew because i had to watch kylo ren Exist, watch poe become sexist for some reason, watch finn get sidelined and, i dont know, be accused of being selfish or some shit, and the blue milk scene was just uncomfortable. rey should have killed kylo 0/10

like why couldnt wu have a fwb who was some lady who just wanted to sleep with her. whyd it have to be qz who was funnier acting like a shitty lil toddler with remarkably decent ideals than whatever dark romance lead he became near the end

AS I COOK LUNCH i can think of an analogy as to what heavenly tyrant made me feel like; it was kind of like the last jedi re: r*ylo n how u had perfectly good ships built up from hte last thing but u had to sit and watch two characters, one of whom i deeply respected, get degraded by some whiny dude

--and wait and the last few bits are like GOGOGO and it gets super disorienting. i wanna believe thats not just my adhd talking.

anyways super sentai shimin was not what i was expecting but good for him. more robots in fiction. lets all be whirries. hell yea

4. i think i had this problem in the last book too, where a good chunk of the plot is just kinda zoomed through near the end which i get is largely due to it occurring in the chaos of battle and i do feel it did better than the first book. its just weird that most of the book is like hurry up--

3. i was honestly having a good time for a lot of the book, but qz+wz made me so upset for most of the end that i had nightmares and woke up at like 5am to finish it because i could not handle that guy getting his way and thankfully he didnt but i was still generally unhappy

i wish i knew why some of the women just kinda fell flat. i really wanted to like wan'er but i feel like she was left out of the loop so much that she may as well have been replaced by almost any other character. her personality almost never got to shine through.

2. there's things i genuinely enjoyed. i liked the scheming. i liked taiping, but a lot of the other women felt more like set pieces than like. characters. if asked i could probably write taiping but the other women itd be a lot more nebulous. idk. i enjoyed more women interaction

like its not even about iron triangle even tho i missed iron triangle so fucking much im just absolutely sick of male characters who treat women like relative shit getting what they want and it REALLY stung to see that in heavenly tyrant. also the pegging scene was way too short.

1. i really, really, really, i cannot emphasize this enough REALLY did not like qz+wz. like i kno the world is all about its Dark Romance or whatever the fuck right now and its not my thing but certain things just made me wanna puke. the degradation. 'kitten'. i threw the book i was so upset

ok so i finished heavenly tyrant and i have Thoughts about it

the fact this literally happened (minus the beating to death) made me throw the book

i literally threw the book when i read qz say 'hello kitten' im a fucking secretary bird its tatking everything not to stomp on the book cause its a library book and just . eugh

'he blinded ME.... with SCIENCE.....' -qz, heavenly tyrant or something

'virgin' heavenly tyrant qz vs thembo chad fate qsh

sometimes i too long for the days past

qz tries calling wu kitten once and she beats him to death in the dreamscape

#heavenlytyrant #loveanddeepspace
heres faves for the main characters
wu- what the fuck is love and deepspace
li- what is love and deepspace
yizhi- probably raf cause he schemes
qz- says hes like sylus all the time. likes the mc best because she reminds him of wu. writes sylus/mc fanfic

in retrospect, its a bit fucked up of me to be using my surgery bracelet from my bisalp as my heavenly tyrant bookmark #heavenlytyrant

#heavenlytyrantspoilers its a good thing i dont actually own any of the iron triangle merch like the standees cause id have to put yizhi in a block of ice in the freezer for his crimes

my wife: i want leatherbounds of all the brandon sanderson books
me: i want xiran jay zhao to sign copies of iron widow/heavenly tyrant/the inevitable third book and then i want gunpla of the chrysalises

the only thing getting me through cramps these days is hallucinating shes an option and envisioning what she would say/do to soothe me 😔

captain jenna pretty